Been feeling kind of empty recently. wonder if you know me, or if i know you. been always smiling in front of you. and i love the way you smile. and i don't care what they say, i'm in love with you. Tried to talk, but it felt so hard. Loving you more than anything else, and that's my mission. But, why am i feeling all this? I should be feeling happy. I should be. There's a growing distance that you'd never realised. We meet lesser, we talk lesser, and even if we meet, you don't seem to know what i yearn for. Just a little bit of your love and attention. I wanna feel like a woman at times, but is that my wishful thinking on my part? I don't know. I don't like this empty feeling i always feel at night. I don't like who i'm becoming now. Changing and changing. I don't know what's true happiness already. Am i really asking too much like you say? I don't dare to voice out anything anymore. I'm afraid of losing you. seriously. I've loved you too much to let you go. Time really flies. another less than three months, it'll be three years. Three years, and my love never changed. I still love you more than anything. I don't know what can i do to make you love me. I don't know what can i do to not feel hurt. I need a first aid kid for my heart. I'm bleeding love.