A SPECIAL DAY! it's da 30th!! our first month! and i just wanna say, i'm really glad to have you by my side my dear. and i love you so. =) the more i see you. the closer we grew. the more i love you. and i'm loving you more each day. and you're always on my mind. hmm.. i'm looking forward to meeting you. can't wait longer! =p
and my dear. you make me whole. and i'll never wanna let you go. STUCKED ON YOU! =)

it's the end of block test. i'm dead. that's for sure. only U is sop's theme song. LOL. probably for me too.anyway. today bought new earrings. for you and me. =D and i'm happy to have your company. *my property* =p

Photo taken by KELLY. you girls are cheeky. following me. =D
oh well. a photo of me and boy. =)
and yeah. one more day. one more to the end of this miserable block test. hmmm. History history. over and done with. sure die. well.. till the results come.. =) and now. i have no mood to revise my pathetic H1 math. let me die~!

Please read the rules first:
Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.
People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

WEIRD STUFFS ABOUT ME.

(1) I am seldom normal.
(2) I appear to be quite hyper most of the time. =D
(3) EATING is a form of entertainment to me.
(4) I am hungry all the time.
(5) I have a habit of hitting Burgers before i eat them. ( i don't know why? )
(6) WEIRDEST: My ambition is to become a housewife. LOL.

alright. and who i want them to do this listing.
well.. little people know about my blog. i'll just make it to be all of you people who knows.
people like ST GAPS SOONIE , it's a must to do. cause i did it. =)

NEAT HAIR for exams !
NEW SHOES ! =D

i've been muggin for more than two hours. ha. i know it's not alot. but it's consuming all my strength. feeling the stress! i don't wanna fail this paper. or at the very least. not so badly. i knew i haven't been touching on my SEA history for long. so i'll have to give it an extra revision. a longer one than international. =( well.. i guess i'm just gonna study three units out of five for southeast. according to that tutor of my. it's mostly likely to come out on the last three. so.. hmmm. i'll just throw the previous two away. LOL. well.. they have been tested before le lar.. but i still have loads to revise for international. sighs. i should be studying eh? but my brain wanna burst with the facts from the past le! LOL. dying soon! I NEED A BREAK! =) hmm.. the bed looks so comfy at this time eh.. ha.. but i don't think i'll be sleeping tonight! sleep le cannot wake up le! AHHHH!!! jiayou! stay awake! GrRRRrr!!!! *roars*

two more days of mugging. jiayou!

gp ---- praying hard to pass.

econs ----doomed.

CLL ----maybe okay?

history ----- dying.

math -----who cares? LOL.

BLOCK TEST. i'm dead lar.

oh yay. just now met my boy for dinner. so happy. even though it's not for long. =)

FRIDAY. wahahaha. coming soon!

SATURDAY. =D reserved !

but for now.. back to reality. should start mugging le.
for my history! ahhh! haven't study yet! jia you ba!
two more papers to go. =)

been muggin the whole day. but seems like i can't get the information in anymore. die. got to go back to study later on. 9 o'clock i shall head back to work. yawns. mug mug and mug. more more more. i need more time.

my dear boy's sick. please do take care of yourself alright. i'm worried for you. especially during the exam period.. sure not enough rest. drink more water and try to get as much rest as possible alright. =) i miss you so so so so much! FRIDAY! i can't wait for FRIDAY! i wanna see ya! lovess!

been out the whole day. went to kovan meet my grandma for breakfast.
next i went to bugis to get my converse shoes. got the black one in the end.
after that went to study at starbucks @ suntec. till around 8.
dinner. then headed home.
super super tired.
just now i got down the train at khatib. walked home from there.
i took 23 min to reach home. super long. plus i walking at a speed faster than usual.
reached home. so tired liao. and my mum ask pack my room.
super siao can. i'm super cui now lor. so tired.
intend to go study later on. but seems like i'm too tired to do so.
maybe wake up ealier tomorrow to study ba.
heng i finish my history essay le. although the last page was quite crappy lar. cause i'm too tired.
wasn't feeling too well today. stomach cramps. appetite wasn't good. and i felt weak weak da whole day. really wanna die le..
really hope this week can pass by soon..
finish my Block test then i can meet my dear boy le. =)
i miss him! lovess!
all da best for the exams my dear.
and for all the people who're having exams! jiayou!

hmmm. i'm at suntec starbucks now. with st julia martin and gary.
feeling so sleepy. but i've got to complete my history essay later on.
but anyway, i'm feeling much better now. physically and emotionally. =)
i'm sorry for my bad attitude earlier on my dear. i'm reflecting! =p sorry!

haha.
here i am trying to blog. and they're talking about the shaving of armpit hairs. LOL. and now what? some mad girl moaning. LOL. they're crazy lar. freaking funny people.

oh yes.i bought green tea! i'm happy. and a huge bar of cadbury chocolate. =D wahaha. i ate more stuffs today! i ate bread chicken rice potato salad some pasta salad. happy happy. but i feel so bloated now. ahhh~ damn sad. but my chocolate's waiting for me. =D

`i must work extra hard. and you too my dear boy. =) i'm missing you!lovess!!

alright! back to work!

going out soon. alone.
we'll see each other next week?
hopefully i guess.
even for messaging, you'll take ages to reply.
really speaks alot.
even though deep down. i knew that i'll miss you.
but in the end, there's no point if it's one sided.
totally no point.
how i wish you'll just speak your mind for once.

last night. was a terrible night. couldn't sleep till 3 plus.
first thing in the morning. i see your message.
well.. this time the feelings slightly different. not that excited. not in a good mood anyway.
the message you've sent. obviously shows that you don't even know how i feel.
or rather, even if you knew. you would had chosed to ignore them.
judging from the way i reply, didn't you sense something very wrong?
isn't it obvious that i'm not okay?
i'm not okay. sighs.
but you can chose to ignore my emotions. like you always did.
keeping silent is your way of solving things.
but for me. it's fucking useless.
maybe it's just out of my high expectations that led me to fall down to the deepest disappointments.
but i guess. things wouldn't be so bad if you had cared more.
cause to me. you don't really seem to care.
and yeah. that's hurting for me. i don't feel good at all.
i guess, in the end, you'll only know how i feel when you see my posts.
cause you won't even ask shit about how i felt.
won't even give a damn about how fucking emo i am.
cause who i am.
-a nobody.

my agitations.
my emotions.
they're taking control of me.
my attitude sucks. yes. i admit.
it's just me. and even if anything happens.
i'll take care of it myself.
cuz i can't expect you to be there for me all the time.
and i should know. should know that you can't be there for me.
and you're not. especially through the lonely long night.
i'm sorry. for my sucky attitude. for my lack of understanding for you.
but then again. the contradiction is there for me.
asking you to leave me alone.
but deep down it's the direct opposite.
you're not there. and when you went off. you sure did went off fast.
and i'm not alright. definitely.
and i'm waiting. to see if you'll be worried. but fact is. you're not.
poof. and off to bed.
girls girls. i hate being a girl.
i hate the girl in me.
fucking demanding.
fucking contradicting.
and guys guys. guys don't get it. they never do.
and this instance. he should be in dreamland. nothing close to me.
i've waited. seeing if he'll send me a message or something.
disappointment is all that i've received.
how insensitive can a guy get.
he won't know about how i felt.
probably till the next day. when he read through this very post.
the fucking bloody emo blog post.
the girl's stabbed right in the heart.
and how many more knives can she take?
can she bear the pain?
the road to recovery is tough.
real tough alone.
the cheerful her is now surrounded by blood.
would you take my pain away?

i'm home finally. yeah baby. so tired. just now went Jurong to ball. spring cannot play. we went to a nearby court. play till super dulan. some pussies there. ha. =D just some losers. oh well. we only played for around an hour ? and we headed back to yishun. i haven't ate dinner! hmm.. ate a meat puff only. today super miracle. i ate very little. no breakfast. afternoon ate less than half a plate of rice. then evening ate two nuggets and some fries. night ate a meatpuff. no more. but strange part is. i don't feel hungry eh. no appetite today. stomach felt so bloated today. no mood eat. ha.. this afternoon dear met me.. cause he's worried about me. ha.. cute lar. but i'm super happy to see him. but he's still sick. =( get well soon ! hmm.. block test~ only can meet him after that ba. long long. dear's last paper on 4th july. still so far away. mine's on friday. i think it's the 29th june. but still jia you ba! mug hard! tomorrow got to mug le. jia you!

hmm.. i've got lots of stuffs to tell you my dear.. =(
`you're the most beautiful thing. most precious to me.

i've let emotions take over me. i should have been more understanding i guess. don't know what's wrong with me today. or rather everyday. i'm sorry for all da shit that i've done. i guess i just suck as a girlfriend. i should have just get use to things. i should have just kept things to myself. i should have just shut up. i'm not a good girlfriend. i suck. i'm sorry.

Three more days to my first paper. i'm definitely not ready. but i don't have mood to study eh. ahhh.. jiayou. got to go mug later on. jiayou jiayou! later at night going Jurong to ball.. got to go find my long lost ankle guards. tragic. hmm.. time passes so slowly without YOU. tragic. so i shall go ball later on. balling kills loads of time. =D but should i go study with st and all first? or should i stay home to mug? hmmm.. the house's so empty. only lucky and me home. =( and i've got to bath him.. ahh.. probably later on ba.. tragic. NO MOOD.

Best In Me Lyrics » Blue

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart

[Chorus:]
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

Every day that I'm here with youI know that it feels right
And I've just got to be near you every day and every night
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

And you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you

i woke up at 7am today. early early! met my boy early today. 9am at Gombak. we ate breakfast together. then we went mac to study. from 9 plus.. to around 4 plus 5 in the afternoon. mug mug mug. until no more information can get in. luckily i have my dear boy by my side to accompany me. =) my motivation to study. and so funny ah! ran into his friends at mac. so weird eh... i'm so shy! =x ha. after that me and my dear took 187 to woodlands. then changed bus at woodlands to go to yishun. kill time eh. plus we've never tried taking 187 to woodlands before. LOL. seems lame eh. but well. it depends on who's by your side. =) we took 965. cause i wanna show him my secondary school lame eh. LOL. but the tour was enjoyable. ha. just like how we walked around Gombak today. =p

at night. i went to khatib to ball. injured my ankles again. luckily it's not too serious. but it's a little swollen.. hope it'll recover soon.. take my pain away.. =( but adeline still wanna ball. to kill time perhaps? ha. a part of my diet plan too. i'm growin fatter each day. argh..

my boy was feverish today. didn't accompany me to play ball. but nevermind! you must drink lots of water and rest more! he's sleeping now! shhh...! i miss him loads! how i wish i can be there to take care of him.. now i guess i'll have to wait till next weekend to meet him.. sigh. it's long.. i wanna meet him eh.. even for a while.. a meal or something.. but we've been meeting every single day recently. maybe he should stay home. hmm.. i'm afraid i might be taking up too much of his time le.. i've got to be more understanding i guess. although deep down.. i wanna see him so much! especially when he's sick.. wanna take care of him.. =( but since he say that he wanna stay home.. maybe that's another best alternative for him? to rest well at home. hmm.. but still. hope he gets well soon! i'm worried! =( boy. don't let me worry!

sighs. i'm home alone again. didn't go out to majong. didn't go study either. wanna change. self control. no night activities. but the time passes so slowly without you by my side. hmm.. suddenly feel like goin out. to slack? missed the nights when i'm out. hmm.. but now. i've got to control. got to be more serious in schoolwork. for myself and for you. hmm.. i guess i'll just be the plain boring girl. study study sleep sleep ball ball. =) healthier ba. and yea, tomorrow going jurong to ball ba. after i study. =) but i missed him so..

duh. jiayou ba! mug hard everyone! Block test coming! =(

YESTERDAY.
hmm.. dear came over to meet me. we're supposed to study. yeah. but i wasn't feeling too well these few days.. a little sick. =( and my cough's getting worse! but the good thing is that my fever went off le. hmm.. then dear went home first. and met his friends to ball. me eric st baobei and xiaojie went to that same court. dear didn't talk to me much. only watched me from the opposite side of da court. to tragic lar. all his friends didn't know i think. dear made me quite down yesterday. cause he's too shy! =( haha. some emo talking yesterday night. but things are now alright i guess. =)

TODAY.
my dear made it up. he reached my place before 8. i'm so stunned! so touched. that i can't be angry over the stuffs anymore. and dear. i love you too. and you're the only one that i have in my heart too. lovess! irreplacable!

then we went gombak mac to study. then i accompanied him home to take stuffs. went out to meet peacock st and kyelxon. ended up we went jurong spring. st ah! be careful don't always fall down leh! like so clumsy can! always fall down by yourself! haha. PIG! =D

and dear. thanks for keeping your word. thanks for da company today. =) today was generally fun. cause quite relaxed. but strained my ankles a little. abit pain.. and i was banned from ballin by my dear boy. =p so tomorrow i'm gonna study with my dear boy! jia you jia you. mug mug mug! haha. got to wake up earlier! =) lookin forward to meeting my boy in the morning! and my dear's finally editing his friendster profile! yay! =)

LUCKY got skin problems! he keep on scratching and licking himself till he got red patches. must take care of him liao! more care for my doggy! =) got to bath him soon.

` i miss my dear boy. loving you more each day. and jianming is adeline's dear too. =p

last night never study dao! some pig fell asleep. and this morning also never study! I MUST COMPLETE MY HISTORY ESSAY TODAY! jia you! later goin out to ball! =p go where eh... LOL. see where my baby want me go lor~ he's gonna accompany his friends!! always so qiao. i ask him go ball, they will ask on the same day! DUH. so tragic. haha. later goin threading. like so finally! my eyebrows so er xin now. LOL. yay yay. i shall make this a short post because someone's distracting me! molest! =p HELP........................................

been having fever and cold. =( so tragic. but got my dear boy to accompany me. contented! =) oh my god. miracle ! i woke up early today! 7.30. i'm earlier than my boy. yay yay! today ate alot of heaty food. ate KFC and BK. LOL. so jia lat. my throat wanna explode already. LOL. my noisy sister's not coming home tonight. and i have to take care of lucky. and i sure did. dear and i bathed him , gave him his medicine , cleaned his ears. =) he's clean! yay! haha. der treat lucky very well wor. so caring! =D so happy to have somebody to accompany me! i'm so high now can ?! loves! even though he look as like he's gonna drop dead anytime. haha. but i love his presence! ai ni ! got to mug later on. i aim to complete my history essay. can i do it? LOL. jia you ba. oh. and i'm gonna get the shoes i want. MUST!

YESTERDAY.
we played our last match against MI. it's really freaking sad cause we had a good chance this year. a top four is certain. due to some stupid official who complained about us and made tales out of it. thanks alot you stupid man. you ruin our chance. our last year of youth cup. sigh. but still i got to say. we had some fault on our part. but i just don't understand. letting NYJC go in. a team whom we won them like forty points? and us out, a team that's rightfully strong enough to enter. it's totally not cool eh. yeah. and now, we can only go see them play. being trashed by the other teams. cause they're no match for the other teams. i pity them. seriously. ahh.. still so bothered by the fact that we're out. our coaches also can't do anything to help us. only pushed the blame around. how do we know that her name's not added in when we didn't even get to see the forms? how do we know? and it's a fact that you guys knew we added a player in. nonetheless.. saying so much now is also no use. i can only say, it's really such a pity that we could not continue. it's really something that i had never thought of. sigh. but i really thank all the teckghee teammates for all the effort and sweat that you people put in. thien ray shan chun irish krist tangen jiehui meining tong. i love you guys. and all the teckghee girls who gave us their full support during every single match that we played. thanks everyone. but i guess it's all over. my last year of youth cup. with much regrets.

after that. went to play ball at jurong spring cc with eric and st. to vent my anger! hmmm.. fortunately. we had loads of fun. just a couple of pests there. haha. st, HAPPY SHOTS! wah.. st got so worked up when someone knocked her on her nose lar! lol. well.. i was elbowed by a guy too. DUH. pests! but ultimately we still had fun playing lar. so i'm fine with it. oh yea, we ate mac yesterday. HAPPY MEAL. haha. ended up reaching home at around 12. so late. and i cooked mee to eat. ahaha. i shall start my diet plan today! =p

talking about food. i haven't eat yet! i'm hungry. ahhh!! gonna meet my dear and go eat. =)

YAY! MY DEAR'S BACK! I CAN SEE MY BOY SOON LE ! LOVESS!
didn't see my boy for two days! missed him so so so so much!

we're goin to study! there's only one week left to block test. really got to study. MUG MUG MUG! and that means lesser bball for me. =( hmmm.. but i got to be more disiplined! ahh.. at least try to be.. =( but maybe it's better for me? i can rest my ankles.. they hurt!

sleptat around 6 am today. wanted to wait till dear wake up.
anyway i also can't sleep.
so changed my blog skin and song. =)
but by the time dear messaged me. i fell asleep already. tragic.
dear went for the camp today. =( miss him!
well.. today was supposed to meet amy and st to go novena together.
initially, we say that we're meeting at 1. but st and i waited till 1.45. and she's not there yet. my's phone was off. and i don't know where the hell is she.
so, me and st decided to go off without her cause we're lik starving?!
when we're on train. she called. saying that she just finish cutting her hair.
what the fuck?! and she just kept on apologising. saying that the hairdresser took over an hour to cut her hair. abit unbelievable? she said the guy took around 1hr 30 min to cut her hair. alright. even if that was the case. who asked her to wait till 12 plus when she's suppose to come and meet us then go cut eh? that's so ... grrrr.. and i had no mood to meet her. so, me and st went on to bugis. and i brought her to eat the tomyam soup near simlim. nice nice! after that.. we went to kaikai at bugis. felt like getting myself new skirts! =p
haha. at bugis. i ate again. LOL. then we went to Mos Burger to drink milk tea. took loads of photos. haha. after that.. me and st came back to yishun. went to buy sushi. i ate again! tragic. i ate so much. haha. then me and st went to ball at around 8. met peacock, zhihan, june and yenhuan. st's friends were around too. i didn't play for long cause the pain's killing me. ok lar. i didn't even run much. just shoot shoot ball awhile.. my ankle not in the condition to play lar. =( tomorrow still got the last match. hmm.. jiayou ba! after ballin.. st zhihan and me went to eat. we ate tomyam again! =p LOL. like every meal eat the same. haha. so broke le. i ate so much everyday. =( haha. tomorrow must exercise more ba! goin to ball after match i think. must find things to occupy me.. if not i'll be eating again.. lol.

hmm.. i'm super looking forward to MONDAY to meet my dear boy! i miss him! =(

wahaha!
finally decided on this new skin.
hmm.. felt that my previous skin too emo already.
got to change. cause i've found the rainbow of my life.
the colours. =D
so must be happier! *hee*
and my blog song!
Best in me by Blue.
lovely lovely sweet sweet song.
lovess!

didn't blog for two days!
let me blog about what happened these few days. hmm..

WEDNESDAY.
i bought two pairs of slipper. OP white flipflop with green straps. =)
after that took my econs test. and i wrote a 5 page essay.
not enough! not enough time! i still got points not covered! duh.
so tragic! not enough time! =(
my boy says i'm crazy. =.=
hmm.. after that i went for training.
had a talk with OTS. about the appeal thingy.
but now. think no need le. well.. let's just play to our best in the last game ba.
ray says it may not be confirmed. hmm.. hope for the best ba.

THURSDAY.
my boy accompanied me since morning. =)
went to mama's place. ate dinner.
coffee cake! lovess!
then we played majong. LOL. funny.
after that we went back home.
he stayed over. reached home at around 1 lor!
so tired. but super happy to have his company!

FRIDAY.
woke up. and he's the first person i saw. LOVES.
we went out to eat long john. =)
then i drank bubble tea! ate mushroom. hee.
after that went home to bath and take my stuffs.
then went out to meet st.
too bad my dear cannot pei wo.
he promised to pei me de! =(
but his mummy misses him! ahaha.
hmm.. *sniffs* armpit! bleahs. (some internal joke) =p
how dare you call me a crazy girl! lol.
after that went gombak to meet jia jia for my history notes.
jia jia says that we're compatible. LOL.
well.. after that we went to meet kyelxon.
we went hong kah east first.
ate mac. =) shared a meal with st.
the salt in the fries like free one lor.
played there awhile. then i received message from adeline saying that she won't be coming over. and there, left the three of us to play.
fortunately, after changing court to jurong spring cc. it's rather fun.
and yea. an old friend came down to say hi.
but i miss my dear boy.
no other guys can interest me now lor. =p
oh yeah. i didn't get myself injured while playing.
haha. went to eat after playing.
ate tomyam soup! shared with st.
after that we took 334 back to jurong interchange.
boarded the train at around 1140 i think.
guess what. i saw friends! weijun, raven they all..
weijun. admit it. you gained weight! stop lying to yourself!
raven is much slimmer. LOL. compare and contrast.
haha. had loads of fun while heading home.
even though quite tired le lar.
well.. weijun told me to ignore alex. i should i think.
hmm.. and they got down at woodlands.
the train became quieter.
on train, called amy. tomorrow we're going out! lovess!
on the way, i suddenly felt like eating again.
LOL. we went to S11 to eat.
i ate tomyam ban mian! LOL. i finished the whole bowl !
then me and st ordered indian rojak. LOL.
ate all ! yummy !
so sinful. =p
oh. we saw andrew and gang at S11. hongsheng say i never ask him play ball.
so long never hang out with them le..
miss them wor!
after that me and st went to take cab.
and this is when the tragedy happen.
i sprained my ankle at the roadside. left ankle. and it's quite a serious sprain.
can't really walk. swollen. not very swollen ba..
can't compare too. cause my right ankle's swollen too.
but it's super pain. i hard a hard time climbing down the stairs back home just now.
and at that point in time. really super pain lar. and i called my boy.
but he's sound asleep. LOL.
i wanted to complain! cause it's super super pain!
but since he's sleeping.. tragic.
finally. i crawled back home. safely. phew.
the first thing i saw. lucky made a mess for me.
poo poo and wee wee in da living room and kitchen!
super naughty.
and ya, he stink! dear and me suppose to bath him de.
i guess i'll have to bath him myself.
my dear boy's going to a famine camp for 30 hours.
so i won't get to see him till monday.
there's a match on sunday. he won't be coming to watch.
abit disappointed lar.. but nevermind lar.. he can't make it wad..
anyway.. now my ankle like that.. also don't know if i can play..
TRAGIC. ultimately unlucky lar. sprained just like that.
tomorrow how to go out ???!!!
yawns.
i miss my dear!

today went to study. with st eric and my boy.=)
st and eric's exceptionally quiet today.
strange people.
well. today i ate super alot can!
ate vegetarian food.
then BK.
then i ate sotong ball! =)
curry puff.
agar agar.
maggie mee.
biscuits with tea. (three cups i think.)
fish soup.
LOL.
lots of food for me today.
got to cut down lar.
gaining weight already.
haha. even though u say u don't mind...
today i fed that stray dog again. she recognises me!
oh well.. once again. the house seem lively again.
mum's back home. sis's home too.
=) happy happy. and ya, lucky. i just remembered.
cause he just barked. LOL.
anyway. st changed her blog skin and blog song.
two thumbs up! nice nice! =)
make me feel like changine mine too.
haha. mum just talked to me.
asked me about my boy. =D so shy!!
of cause this time is steady de lar!! =)
well.. think my mummy has a good impression on my boy.
and my mummy ask me introduce him to my grandmama. lol.

BAD NEWS.
oh my. got bad news from meining. we may be out??
NY may be in. we're considered scoring zero in the previous match.
but meining say not confrimed yet.
but this news is bad enough lar!
it's our last year of youth cup... sighs.
hope there will be good news.
well. this is so sudden.
think i'll be going down for trainin tomorrow ba..
hope my ankles' fine. injured them like the day before?
so unlucky.

TRAGIC. got to go mug le. study for my econs test.
JIAYOU! and yeah. kelly, go ah. go for the test. it's better than a zero.
hope i can do well for the test tomorrow. cause i've studied.
but i wonder if it's enough lar.
still. got to try my best then!
all the best everyone!

last night slept at around 2 plus.
talked to st for around 2 hours.
well.. i complete my PC market structure revision le.
so proud of myself. LOL. like so big deal.
haha. i din't go GP this morning.
gotta go CLL and maths lesson.
kelly u pon queen! not coming again! LOL.
i'm leaving home soon le ba.
tragic. it's drizzling~
so lazy to bring umbrella.
LOL. my sister and her boyfren so funny.
so noisy. screaming like hell. my sister's so LOUD.
my boy refuse to update his empty friendster profile!
see le so bu shuang. LOL.
UPDATE LEH !!!
yeah yeah. later meeting you le. my boy. lovess!!
st's waiting for me in school.
later eric's coming. lol. interesting~ =p
suddenly miss my garfield eh!
he never contact me these few days! =(
hope to see him soon!
wah. sian ah. got to go change and go school soon le.
tragic. oh anyway. my sis don't believe i holiday le lor.
she must be thinking that i pon lesson.
she don't sound convinced at all.
ass! lol. but i missed her lar. the days when she's gone.
house's so quiet without the noise she creates everyday. =x
eee. so mushy liao. k lar. i should be preparing to go school le.
got to go pass st phone. then got CLL. tragic!
i shall stop here then. if not i'll be late AGAIN. LOL.

today never go school.
kelly also! naughty us.
well. jiajia went. but pon gp! LOL.
tomorrow there's 2 hour gp in the morning.
not goin ba! i'll go for the turorial classes from 1 to 3.
today my boy accompanied me. lovess!
met st to eat. at 5.
came back to my place. and we're supposed to study!
but the two of them refused to! lol
hmm. i showed st the conversation with him.
st's reaction very big. so ji dong. LOL.
well.. we're thru. me and him. =)
hmm.. after st went off. i went to bed.
my dear left awhile later.
then i slept. till around 1050. =)
so awake now. gonna mug le!
oh yeah. my sister just came back! house not so quiet le.
she become so burnt! eeew!

my past.

the past is the past.

what matters is my present. my future.

`i'm sorry i can't be there for you anymore. i've moved on. stop crying.


dear,
i need you.
so many stuffs that i wanna tell you..
i miss you...

didn't have time to blog these few days.
this shall be a longer one. =)
hmmm. friday night we went out at night. =)
for me and st. after playing ball at woodlands. cab home. then came out again.
someone's worried about me going out at night. =x
we went out. just the three of us. kelly st and me. a ladies night.
went to alleybar and balcony. slacked. bitched. lol.
and hor.. the guy only checked their ic lar..
never check mine eh. i look old? tragic. haha.
kelly can't stand me. for missing somebody. ha.
oh well. the whole process was enjoyable.
but i very long never stay up thru the night le.
abit tired though. and i miss him!
haha. end up we left at around 4 plus. cab back to yishun.
ate mac breakfast! =)
reached home about 6. yawns.
i slept for three hours! until my boy came up to my place at around 9plus.
afternoon went trainin. it's saturday~
someone pei me go trainin!! super sweet!
lol. they caught us several times. the intimacy. =p
hmm.. he waited till trainin ended.
ate at BK. me him tong and st.
ate alot! so happy! weee!!
and he stayed over at my place. =)
super happy to have him to accompany me.
recently my house like so empty.
even now. i'm home alone. tragic.
hmmm.. but i'm super happy today!
today we played against NYJC today.
played a fun game i should say. quite relaxed.
ended the game with 77-37 i think.
oh ya. saw ron and weijun. weijun denies that he grew fat! =p
and the twins talked to me today. so funny. lol.
after match. we met eric. he asked us to go back together.
end up me st and him went play ball.
i suggested gombak. lol.
and we went. hongkah north cc.
and my boy came down!!!! super happy to see him! =D
someone never study today!!!
must study tomorrow alright.
hmm. today so tragic. injured my ankle slightly. quite pain. =(
my boy super sweet today! so concerned. =p so ke ai.
he accompanied me back home today ah!
from gombak. so touched. lovesss!
and i'm chatting with him now. =p
my addiction.
we're gonna be nerds tomorrow.
study study study!
mug. lol. reminds of st's no.6. mugger!
eyecandy. haha. my boy!
alright. i abit random. but i'm hungry!
i wanna eat! but i'm on diet. tragic.
tomorrow still got classes! ahhh...