it's been so so long since i blogged.
everyday is peaceful and normal but with exceptions at times.
recently i've started to love shopping online.
and yeah, i've won a hamper from CLEO.
i feel so lucky.
but i've got a ankle sprain!
got to stop balling for awhile already.
roars.

there's always the sunshine after rain. =)
everything have became pretty normal.
smooth-sailing. without any surprises in it.
it's good or bad? i don't know.
but school days are so dull.
i can't wait for school to end.
been missing school lately.

and now, i fucking hate myself.
fairytales don't exist in real life.
there's no such thing as happily ever after.

as always i feel so lone. would anyone ever consider how i feel?
i'm sick and tired of being the pacifier. you wouldn't care. you're never gonna care.
you left me alone.
i'm upset. upset.
but yet you're sleeping and snoring beside me.
what am i actually.
you told me you'll treat me better.
you told me you love me.
but practically they're all bullshit.
tell me. are all these shit you're doing acts of love?
there's obviously something wrong between us.
would you ever fucking care for me?