today's monday. we just played our last game. we gained victory, for both the guys and the girls team. Yeah. i'm damn happy. scored 33 today. super happy. but the happiest thing is that, we had better teamwork today. my vice-captain, played very well today and she deserves a huge load of credit. maybe for them, they'll think scoring is the most important thing, but to me, being able to help your teammates, that's the most admirable one. (= for all the sweat, this match is the most worthy one. how i hope my baby's here to watch me play. sighs. but slowly, i'm getting used to meeting him less. oh yeah, we met over the weekends, first time after he went in NS. it's a strange feeling when we met each other at pasir ris. it's like... we just knew each other.. the feeling is like.. haha.. very hard to describe. but, it's so precious!! like... just feel like hugging him tightly.. but we're distant (both in uniforms). well... it's good enough to have him with me. spending much time with me... warming my bed. (= Love him loads. wednesday gonna meet my boy again. i'm happy enough, even if it's only dinner. adeline LOVES her CJM.

i'm so so tired. but i haven't complete my econs essay. and tomorrow there's test. i'm gonna die. so sleepy now!!! tomorrow my baby's coming out! i'm so so so happy! lovesss!

i'm here again to talk. talked to a friend just now. said out all the things that i've been upset about. felt so happy now. but i haven't done any work. sigh. but well, two more days. only one more night. LOL. happiest! (= 我爱你！

another three more days to seeing my baby. i'm so excited. well well, tomorrow we're going to support the guys. i hope they'll win. don't leave any regrets. that's all that i can say. well, i'm going to cheer them on! (= recent;y teachers are irritating to me, but i guess i can just ignore them. ha. got to do econs work, and study for econs test on friday. urghh... so tired!! well well, but but, friday i'm gonna see my baby. yeah. i sure love him to the max! can't wait!! well well, today i tried to pack up my notes a little.. a little improvement i guess... not very obvious.. LOL. just two more nights. oh my, can't get my mind off my baby. i miss him so so so so much!。`我会比从前更爱你。 爱してる。

something that i study in school..


风住尘香花已尽，日晚倦梳头。物是人非事事休，欲语泪先流。
闻说双溪春尚好，也拟泛轻舟。只恐双溪舴艋舟，载不动、许多愁

i'm back home! home sweet home. went to ball for awhile just now with kiwi huan and st. (= another four more days to seeing my baby. i really can't wait. my baby. i really love you. thinking of you every second. lucky's sleeping on my bed. there's still space on the bed. missing your warmth. but i still get to hear my sweetie's voice every night. that's the most beautiful part of the day. so complicated. maybe this distance can draw us together closer than ever. (= well well.. someone sent me a song. quite nice. maybe i'll change my blog song into that. ha. still got tons of work to complete. but i'm so tired. but still, got to do. just realised that i'm gonna have econs test on friday. got to start studying. got to prepare econs essay outline now too. for 2 questions. arghs. tomorrow's a tiring day. but i must persevere. arghhh... my maths tutor is gone. )= “寻寻觅觅，冷冷清清，凄凄惨惨戚戚。乍暖还寒时节，最难将息。三杯两盏淡酒，怎敌他，晚来风急。雁过也，正伤心，却是旧时相识。满地黄花堆积，憔悴损，如今有谁堪摘？守着窗儿，独自怎生得黑。梧桐更兼细雨，到黄昏，点点滴滴。这次第，怎一个愁字了得！” -李清照

it's been a busy weekend for me. went out for friday saturday and sunday. friday went town with st. it's been so long since we've went. saturday, went bugis with st, den martin joined us. oh my, he scolded countless times of kns. we went for steamboat. and we went on a ride on the hotair balloon at Bugis there. it's super cool can! when we look down, everything seem so small. and best part is that, we didn't even need to pay for the ride. martin's friend working there. wahaha. lala.. then today, went out with tong kahlai jamie. ate at Thai express. haha. i'm glad i took the first step to talk to someone whom i haven't talk to for a long time. five more days!!!! so happy! (= i can't wait!! tomorrow got GP test. ha. sure die. who cares. lol. baby, i miss you!

Today we lost against JJ. A div is over. i tried my best. we can't help it wad. we're only a team of beginners. but well, like this, we can start to concentrate in our studies earlier. yeah. but everyone seem so so sad today. crying and all that. i'm one of the few who didn't cry. i've given my best. but i wasn't given enough chances. i don't wish to push the blame onto anyone. it's all over. i didn't cry not because i'm not sad, just that i don't wanna show my weaknesses out. it's just me. so what if i like to keep it to myself. i didn't set high expectations too. so yeah. maybe it wasn't that bad. today my CT is irritating. such a nosypoker. whatever la. my mum also ask me to ignore her. who cares. now, i only wanna see my ming ming. today saw the SA team.. somehow it reminded me of how we first met and know each other. i miss my baby. soon. i'll be seeing you. counting down.. 9 days 8 nights.. (=

yesterday was too tired. played against RJ. but i played like shit. i tried. sighs. nvm. we shall do better tomorrow. baby, how i wish you're here with me. counting down.. 10 more days to seeing you! (= okok, im goin back to sleep.. ha..

the good old days..

baby, i'm missing you like crazy. the bed's cold. so spacious. and the room's so quiet. it's so different. the presence of you. it's so special to me. oh baby, i can't go on without you~ that's how much you mean to me. you're my everything. no matter what i have to do, i'll wait for you..

was quite happy today. GAPS and PIG came over to my place to do some work and i finally completed my econs essay. at last. hmm..hmm.. had a conversation with my baby over the phone for 25mins!!! (= so coincidental! baby's bunk mates are from YJ. haha.. so happy to finally have a longer chat with baby. though it's only 25 mins. i missed him so so so so much! so many many things to talk to him about. argh.. 11 more days!! counting down. (= well well, tomorrow is our first match of the A division. kinda nervous though. scare i won't play well. arghss.. so sad that baby couldn't be around to support me. but i'll do my best for you baby.the days without you are so lonely, but luckily i have my pig around to accompany me. play and study together. at least i have GAPS and PIG with me. if not life in bball would be a bit bored ah. ha. oh baby baby, words can't describe how much i miss you. i have so many things to tell you.. arghh.. but i'll wait baby.. love ya loads!

Yesterday.
not a very good day for me. baby's in the army. i miss him loads.

Today. we lost against SRJC. shouldn't be losing, but.. nevermind. i'm so so tired today. and our team didn't play well.. rather sad. and i know our chances of winning. and i'm super sorry that i am unable to play for awhile during the last quarter. but i really can't breathe just now. that moment, it's so so so XIN KU! but i'm so happy to receive xiaoming's call! (=

it's his second night there, i'm not used to him not being around.. counting down 12 more nights without my baby. but sometimes, maybe we can get closer after separating for some time. ha. but i really miss my BABY! now, no one to snore in the night, no one to drool on my pillow, no one to make breakfast for me.. )= sighs, how i hope we can go army together, at least we'll be together.. hahaha.. so many things wanna tell him.. miss him so much!! i want my baby.. sighs.. but i must get used to it.. argh.. and i hope he misses me too! (=

`衣带渐宽终不悔 为伊消得人憔悴

SO SUPER LONG since i last blogged. well well, my baby's going to tekong tomorrow. sighs. everyone keep asking if i'm sad, of cause i am. besides, i haven't been accompanying him much. go to take care of the team, school work. sighs. everyone's busy, and i'm sacrificing my baby for them. seriously, i miss him ah.. hais. two weeks! like so long eh? i'm doin my econs essay now, but it seems hard for me to concentrate. well, maybe i only have to get used to it. hmmm.. anyway, today we went for lunch at Sakae sushi and i'm reluctant to say goodbye to him. haha.. sounds like he's dying.. not that.. just that maybe i'm just too used to him being by my side. ha.. but baby, what i wanna tell you is that, i really will miss you loads. and i hope you do so too.. coming close to a year of full bloom love! (=

`i will miss you my love.