it's past twelve already. it's the 30th! 13 months with my baby! (= i'm so happy! Friday, he gave me a surprise. he told me he was booking out at 9 plus. and he went over to meet me without telling me beforehand. i'm so so so happy! haha. though it's like so late already. we had supper and i was like, talking non-stop to him. i mean, i have so much to fill him in! haha. saturday, we went to ball early in the morning at toa payoh. it's so super hot. and i got burnt again. my face.. RED! roar. and then after that we took a cab back home. slept. cause we're so super tired. the sun drained away all our energy. but at night, we went to catch 'Wanted'. well, the action was great. but the plot isn't too good i think. i was expecting it to be much nicer. but watching movie with him is still enjoyable. just love spending time with him. =) but time always pass so fast when you're doing the things that you enjoy. today, i accompanied him to jurong to get army stuffs again. and we had lunch together. pepper lunch! (= but after which we parted. but it's a pity that we couldn't spend our 13th month together. but i'll be waiting for saturday! he won't be booking out on friday. but just now he heard that his sports day should end by noon. i'll be going to fetch him on saturday! and we're going to celebrate my birthday! though it's just dinner with my family, i'm sure i'll enjoy it. =D i'm missing my baby!!!!! yeah. lucky smells nice now. showered!

yawns. tomorrow is the start of the pathetic school days again. roar. i hate school!

Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish Send it to heaven Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Oh can't you see it baby? You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath Truly madly deeply do...

i have no more mood to study! fuck the SEA paper tomorrow. LOL.
mood now? extremely crazy!
Mugging makes people mad.

it's 1 am and i just completed my SBQ. phew. one less job to do. but well, i haven't study my SEA history yet. but surprising, i'm still quite awake. but question is that, whether i can absorb in anymore information. haha. talk on phone with baby just now. for forty minutes! i'm happy to hear his voice. everytime i hear his voice, i feel relieved. (= my source of happiness. well well, he sounded quite tired. and yeah, he met Matt in camp. so coincidental. Pei and i were just talking about them and the bumped into each other. how i wish i could be by his side now. got a bad news though, he may have to stay in camp next saturday. don't know what time he'll be out. we're supposed to go celebrate my birthday early. but i guess it just can't be helped. kinda sad though, didn't get to celebrate our one year anniversary, and my birthday. though so, i'm happy enough to see him by my side. just don't wish to see him fall sick so frequently. i'm worried! i can't wait for the weekends! wee~! another ten hours to the end of history paper. wahaha. i'm getting abit mad from all the studying~ hahaha..

adeline is missing MR CHANG!<3

after a whole day of mugging, i only completed one third of my revision. ha. and i'm going to do my sbq. planning on giving up on SEA. i'm too tired to mug on. roar! ate only one meal today. appetite wasn't too good. maybe i'm just too tired. slept alot yesterday though. slept till almost twelve today. just now peipei talked to me. planning to ball with her over the weekends. (= but need to see if baby's free to accompany me. yeah. two more days to the end of Blocks. i can't wait. st and i are already thinking of where to go after Blocks! =D i hope the time tomorrow for the paper can end faster! and yeah, hope we get to choose questions to do. hopefully i'll know how to do it. i think my sbq cannot make it already. attempted to study UN, but i couldn't concentrate. after studying Cold war, i guess i'm already reaching my max. will continue to try later on i guess. and right now i'm missing my baby, think he should be calling soon.. i'm thinking.. where should we go this weekend? wahaha. but i do have some school work to clear.. ROAR! got to work harder~ but anyway, this block test.. really didn't study. ha. think i should be getting the shittiest results ever. hope the teachers won't kill me. ha.

it's the last week of the holidays, haven't been studying much, but i'm happy though. (= had fun. went to sentosa two times during the past week and i went out with friends and all. lovely. had like hundred of photos taken. wahaha. gonna throw them all into my photobucket. brought my lucky out today and saw a similar dachshund- female. but she's so so skinny! and the owner came up to chat with me. she seem envious that i have an obese dog not an anorexic one. LOL. then baby and i began to think that lucky may be a lil lonely alone.. we should get him a partner. anyway, lucky seem like he's still haunted by the images of the other dogs chasing after him, and he now have a phobia going close to the pet shop. POOR HIM!

by the way, today's my cousin's wedding dinner. i wonder when will be mine. ha. in like ten more years? we'll be so old by then.. what will everything be like in ten years? i wonder~ but recently, i've been so so happy. (=

went to collect my phone from plaza sing today. and visited my grandma at kovan. then went to albert's place to study. did many things today. happy. (= but albert woke me up at lik 7+? ROARSS.. but i did go back to sleep.. haha. =p

yesterday wasn't a too happy ending. i guess sometimes, we just can't avoid conflicting times. but well, people have to learn to think before they say anything. or they may hurt others. i'm fine now already. though at times he make me feel like i'm nothing to him.. ha.. hmmm... one more day to end of bmt. but he won't be meeting me. i'm kind of disappointed though. what can i say man. i miss him. nevermind~ i'll get used to the times that he's not by my side. i don't wanna sleep to early today, don't wanna get up early tomorrow and thinking that he cannot meet me. wanna get up late late tomorrow! ROAR.

went to sentosa today. yesterday stayed over at the pig's place. i'm tanned now. but sleepy ah. two more days to seeing my baby. i'm excited. but he's not even sure if he's meeting me on wednesday ah. i miss him!

yesterday went to collect my ic, it's so super ugly can. haha. and then pig and i went to bugis and martin came to meet us. it was a long day. haha. and then we accompanied martin back to his place and went to tampines mall. we kept on eating and eating. we're like pigs. LOL. bought a pair of flats. polka dots! pig bought a pair too. a pair with lines. makes her feet look slimmer. haha. and then i went to pasir ris to meet my baby. and we cabbed back to gombak. it's from the east to the west baby. ha. and then after that we went back to yishun. watched the Sex and the city. it's not bad ah. ha. by the time we finished the show, it's about 2plus am. ended up we slept at around 3plus. and we got up at 6 plus to go ball. he went back to SA and i went to kembangan. but didn't ball much too. it rained. baby's such an ass. as soon as i bought my food, he called! duh. in the end, i ate lunch twice. haha. we ate pepper lunch today! so full! but yum yum! today baby performed his speciality. to fall asleep within seconds. he fell asleep in less than ten seconds. cause seconds after i talked to him, he drooled. it's super funny. we're on the bus lar! =p anyway, we practically slept for the whole afternoon ah. and he's still sleeping now, after taking dinner. aiyoyo. such a pig! OINK! but he's so super cute can. someone ps his bunk mates cause he wanna sleep. not my fault already! wahaha. i'm so evil. but as i looked at him, i can't help to smile. (= kisses!

started out the day late. i woke up at like 9.30 and my only lesson of the day ends at 9.40. went to school to return the stupid jogathon card and met martin for lunch at noon. he's late for an hour. FREAK. well. after that he kept on asking us to go watch him play the volleyball interhouse game. like so finally, st and i agreed. but we felt bad though, we initially wanted to go study. ROAR. and then, guess what, my phone suddenly spoiled. the keypad's not working suddenly. ROAR. super unlucky! in the end, we went to plaza singapura to send my phone for servicing. ROARRRRRR~ such a pain. and today i'm so tired. so sleepy! but tomorrow i will be seeing my baby. that's a good thing. (= the only sian part is that he told me that saturday he will be going back to sa to ball. and night going to his friend's place. well.. i'm ok with him spending time with his friends.. but.. it's been so so long since we've went dating. and... we haven't celebrated our anniversary.. hmm.. but i guess there's no choice ba.. maybe we can just have lunch together on saturday afternoon. i wanna eat pepper lunch! haha.. ok lar.. actually anything la. LOL. i'm looking forward to meeting him tomorrow! loves!

i'm now waiting to go for lunch later on with the pig and martin. ROAR. pig end school at like evelen ten and we're only meeting him at twelve. anyway, the pig and i are gonna study. like so rare yea. i really got to study ah. so that i can keep him company more when he's out. and i can't wait to go tanning! i wanna go sentosa! ROAR! but for now, i'm looking forward to food! though i just had diahorrea. )= maybe last night i ate too much? or too oily? haiya. don't know about that but recently i'm quite weak! haha. i'm 现代林黛玉. as what the chinese teacher called me.

friends are precious. (= thanks for my dear friends being with me.

baby i miss you loads. i have so much to say. i need a hug. seeing you in two days.
LOVES.

didn't go to school today. enjoyed my whole morning sleeping. well, i headed back to school to ball for the inter-house. some people just pissed me off. i can't believe it. i've been treating that someone really well and this is what i get in return ---- sucky attitudes. what's the moral of the story? it's not worth to treat someone like this so well. whatever then. but overall, interhouse today's rather fun. cheers to everyone! but the sad part is that, my injuries acted up and they're all damn pain. especially my knees. ROAR. i just got to know today that i have chinese homework to complete. that's like so sweet lar. ROAR. anyway, tomorrow's inter house netball. don't really feel like playing too. ha. i'll see then. if they'll need me. but there's still lessons tomorrow! but i don't feel like going! super no mood. ROAR. whatever the case, i'll still go for chinese lar. missed two hours of her lesson last week already. can't miss anymore. i'm already in holiday mood~! my baby lucky's so clean now, just bathed him. lovely! my MM's asleep already. tomorrow he should be super tired. having the 24km march. all the best man. haha. i suddenly remembered that i've been showing the picture to everyone! haha.. missing him like mad! ha. i'm still feeling the sweetness, for what that he had done to surprise me. shocked!! haha. i'm so super happy still. i wanna hold your hand baby.

oh my dear. i didn't know baby you've blogged for me till st told me like minutes ago. I'm so TOUCHED! i didn't expect this! thanks baby! i'm in a lost! i don't know what to say! i love you baby! i'm okay ah. and i enjoyed every moment spent with you. i'll wait for you! (=

yesterday went out to ball early in the morning.. ha. reached kembangan at 8. we balled till around noon with matthew's friends. they're all quite friendly and it was quite enjoyable overall. (: pei st and i slacked at tampines till around 7 plus when i'm supposed to meet MM at pasir ris. sadly, mm called and said that they're being held back and he can only meet me at 9 plus. i was so super sad then. i headed back to yishun and i went back to pasir ris again. but it was worth it. i really missed him so much. we didn't have the time to go anywhere and we headed back home. but every moment with him was enjoyable. i really treasure every second spent together. again, time flies. he's back in camp again today. and i need to start the countdown again. he's not sure whether that he's gonna book out on friday or saturday. so i shall just take it as saturday. so that if he's released on friday i'll feel much happier! ha. anyway, it's ten more days till BOP. and he'll have a ten day break. i can't wait! wahaha. yesterday he look so happy when he saw the album! i'm so happy! it's super sweet, the look on his face. but time pass so fast when i'm with him.. after that, i went to ball with gaps and oinkoink. GAPS JIAYOU! you have the potential to improve! and my head's still spinning. and i had diahorrea just now. i'm still not well. i thought i'm fine already lar. maybe i'm only fine when he's around. yesterday also had diahorrea alot of times and i vomitted so many times. sucks. but i'm happy with him! (= i'll wait for him! i love my baby!

haha. thanks dear for the album, i am really happy. sorry i din get to prepare anything for you. din even get to accompany you and celebrate our anniversary on friday. i am really sorry, hope you wun be unhappy.. i promise i will make it up for you after 11 june when i finish my bmtc training. i love you dear =) and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!