Monday, April 27, 2009
GOOD NEWS!
yay yay! I got my acceptance letter already! =D NTU Chinese here i come!
and sophie got into the same course as me, yay! =) mood now is super high!
CHEESE!
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Sunday.
Yeah, it's a sunday and i'm home. I'm so well behaved recently! Oh my. Anyway, I've just finished one of the books i've borrowed at Sembawang the other day.
Here :
蓝若惜是个天生具有阴阳鬼眼的女孩，她不但能够看见异世界的鬼魅，还能预知未来。拥有这样的异于常人的能力，使她的人生面临种种危机。而若惜的奶奶告诉她，17年后，将有一位和她一样拥有鬼眼的人出现，他就是拯救她一生的那个人……奶奶的预言是否正确？十七年之后，当他们重逢邂，命运轮转会怎样运行呢？一切皆是未知，一切皆有定数……
The story's great. The suspense just make me wanna continue reading. The decription of the scenes, characters are all so well done.
COOL. Well, i know not everyone appreciates Chinese Books. HAHAHA. But i think this book's great. =)
I'll be heading to the library soon i guess.. Ha.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
late night.
and i'm thinking of him.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Thoughts.
Oh hell, i'm going crazy. can't wait for my babe to book out. i missed him so much. I miss his smiles. They always cheer me up. and ya, i'm waiting for my babe to pick the Fragrance i wanna get from Anna Sui. Choosing between Flight of Fancy and Live Your Dream. Oh well, he's the one who's gonna smell me most of the time. ha. sounds so gross. but well, who cares.
Choices choices...
anyway, Brenda and i watched Handsome Suit today. It's a Japanese production. ha. and as usual, Jap comedies can be real corny. but it does raised the awareness that looks and appearance ain't the most important thing. and as the saying goes, never judge a book by it's cover. Nonetheless, i'll have to admit, human beings are superficial. I don't think there's anyone who doesn't care about appearance totally, it just depends on the level. Oh, and this show's not bad, quite entertaining. good to kill off time cause the show is around 2 hours. haha.
I would love to catch a movie with my babe over the weekends. it's been so long since we last went for a movie together. Probably we can go catch 17 again. =) Oh man, i can't wait.
Moments of magic.
Pardon me, this is ultra random.
But ya, those are the happy moments we share. =)
And for my babe, you always shine in my eyes.
And for my babe, you always shine in my eyes.
You'll always be the one, I would never love another.
For your love's so precious.
For your love's so precious.
Bring me back to life.
Recently, i'm back to basketball life, and i'm loving it. balled four days last week, and three days already this week. i need more more more exercise. thinking if i should go back to teckghee for training. I don't know. It's saturdays. And i wanna spend more time with him. arghhs. I'm waiting waiting waiting. BOOK OUT DAY! =D
在大雨后, 总会有彩虹. =)
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
my Precious.
And i trust thy love.
Da Da Day. =) 14/04/09
Jurong point with Brenda and Sophie
We had our meal at Ben Ten. It was not bad. =)
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Nelly Furtado - All Good Things
Nelly Furtado - All Good Things
Honestly, what will become of me
Don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Miss everything daydreaming
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Come to an end Come to an
Why do all good things come to an end
Come to an end Come to an
Why do all good things come to an end
Traveling, I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay-tay Young and restless
Living this way I stress less I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Come to an end Come to an
Why do all good things come to an end
Come to an end Come to an
Why do all good things come to an end
And the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon
So that they could...
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon
Soon so that they could die (Diee... Diee... Diee...)
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Come to an end Come to an (end)
Why do all good things come to an end (end)
Come to an end (end)Come to an (end)
Why do all good things come to an (end)
When the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day
Til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling and the clouds were dropping
And the rainfall forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon
So that they could die
Pictures from steamboat =)
A photo that i love. =)
This love. i hope it'll be eternal.
good things just won't last.
here i am, settling down. i am quite upset recently. but like, friends really don't last forever huh. who's fucking there for me when i'm down. friends, they just disappear when you need them huh. sighs. i really thought that friends would last. i really thought so. i've struggled to kept a friend. but it's all so gone. time and time again. i'm left all alone. why do all good things come to an end?
Thursday, April 09, 2009
dance, merry, joy.
Had a night of party last night. was quite fun. but van was saying it's gonna be her last night and she's gonna take a break. awww~ sometimes relationships do change people eh? but well, we can still hang out and anything lar. =) and anyway, it's a pity joc didn't join us last night! we're at dbl O, then after closing we went to Rebel. and it was cool there. i loved Rebel lar. ha.
And today i'm going to play ball. Yay! Yay! =D i need more exercise. more more more!
Recently, i felt as if i'm single. He's not there. just not there. i'm very afraid of quarrels. it just tears up the whole thing. well, i need some serious help.
I was surfing Youtube the other day and i saw a video of a girl doing shuffle dance. i mean, she danced well. but seldom will girls appreciate shuffle dance lar. cheers for her. and i wanna master it too. ha.
I've finally got my phone. got to get a pouch for it, if not it'll be gone in no time. hahaha.
and i realised one thing, this post is super random! ha.
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
those were the days.
Sunday, April 05, 2009
A little bit of lyrics.
Those were the days
Mary Hopkins
Those were the days my friend
We thought they'd never end
We'd sing and dance forever and a day
We'd live the life we choose
We'd fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la... Those were the days, oh yes those were the days
draining.
i told myself to stay strong. i told myself not to shed a tear. i told myself not to show any emotions. but i failed. totally. words hit me, and i crashed. i need someone. but again, maybe i don't know how to love. i'm lousy and i'm not worthy of anyone's love. i'm afraid. i don't know what to do no more. it hurts. i feel like i'm not needed, not love. and yet i'm struggling to keep this love. what am i actually doing? he said i asked too much. i'm losing myself. slowly, i don't know what i want. i don't know who i am. i'm trying so hard to please everyone. i'm trying. i'm really trying. i only showed you my weakest side, and it brought me to a lower point. and sorry that it made you upset, frustrated and annoyed. i'm just not good enough for anything.