i'm tired. really tired..
tried to do things to please, but they never succeed.
tried to make myself happy, but there are things bothering me.
tried to ball, but i suck.
i'm sick and tired of whatever that i'm trying to do.
maybe i should just quit.
but deep down i still do. i still care.

hello blog. haha.
so lazy to blog.
well. my holidays. spent on work and ball.
boring. but but! i have someone to keep me company. (=
and not to forget, my bunch of friends. lovely people.
ha. i'm happy.
tomorrow is our first match. hope we'll win.
against t-net club. jiayou. GO TECKGHEE!

baby having paper tomorrow. STUDY HARD!
listening to truely madly deeply by savage garden now.
the song is still, meaningful to me.
the lyrics and all.
yawns. still got school tomorrow. boring~
don't wanna go school. but i can't skip!!!
duh.
baby having one more week of papers only.
JIAYOU.

anyway. sorry to all my friends whom i may have neglected recently.
especially my pig friend. ha.
well well. i'm still considering whether i should return to the team.
thinking..
and the opens, starting next sunday. arghh~
don't think we stand a good chance. all our players are rather young.
hmmm. jiayou ba.
oh. and i've sticked to my number 9 jersey in TG.
hope it'll bring me luck. haha.
well, i prefer street balling now. competition seems a lil stressful for me.
besides, my physical... haha. DOOMED.
and i wanna go on a diet! haha. but i always can't resist the temptation for food.
ARGHH!!!

oh yeah yeah. i'm promoted.
happy. (=
baby's by my side now. love.
we just ate mac. wahaha!

Getting back results tomorrow. DO OR DIE!

baby, i wanna see you.
right now.
i need you.