NEW LOOK.

cut my hair yesterday. kinda regretted it. but well, what's done is done.
a new look for me. the pony-tail's gone.
hope my hair can grow back real fast.

returned home early from school today.
had stomach upset since early morning.
and this whole day the pain's just going on.
had not much of appetite.
and i vomited out what i've taken in.
feel so weak and all.
no strength. ):
got to go see the doctor tomorrow.
thanks dear. really glad to have your company the whole day.
love the presence of you.
but but. school work's accumulating..
got to rush them off.
but don't think i'm doing them today.
going down to kovan tomorrow.
i'll do work when i'm there ba.
hmm hmm.. and my dear. i miss you.

我爱你

从你眼睛看着自己 最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契是 明天的指引
无论是远近什么世纪
在天堂拥抱或荒野流离

我爱你 我敢去 未知的 任何命运
我爱你 我愿意 准你来 跋扈地决定

世界边境偶尔我真的不懂你
又有谁真懂自己
往往两个人多亲密 是透过伤害来证明
像焦虑不安我就任性
怕泄漏你怕所以你生气

我爱你 让我听 你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你 我想亲 你倔强到极限的心
我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地
当狂风豪雨想让你喘口气
被划破的信心需要时间痊愈
梦想牵着怀疑 未来看不清
就紧紧地拥抱去传递
能量和勇气 我爱你

我爱你 我想去 未知的 任何命运
我爱你 让我听 你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你 我想亲你倔强到极限的心

哪里都一起去 一起仰望星星
一起走出森林 一起品尝回忆
一起误会妒忌 一起雨过天晴
一起更懂自己 一起找到意义
让我爱你
我不要没有你
我不能没有你
绝不能没有你

TOMORROW. (:

mug hard baby! love you.

shattered love.
emotions' down down down.
pull me up. up up up.
be there for me, will you?
-love me.

他还是不懂

..爱不是他给得不多
是不知道我要什么

..都是背了太多的心愿
流星才会跌的那么重
爱太多心也有坠毁的时候

..他还不懂永远不懂
一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我

yesterday yesterday. met my dearest for dinner.
so happy to see ya. loads of stuffs to talk to you about.
wanted so much for your company.
please. don't use harsh words on me eh.
i'll be mad. super mad.
and do take good care of yourself and STOP falling ill alright.
sigh. i want a healthy you.
you stupid dumb dumb. why are guys so dumb.
never ever would understand the feelings of a girl.
it's pointless if we were to tell you what to do.
and sometimes, please, be more sensitive to my feelings alright.
i don't know what else to do.
it brings me down each time you impose harsh words on me.
sigh. be with me.

it's another boring day. felt so stupid today.
planned to go for PE lesson but i only brought the shorts and left the shirt on my table.
ahhh.. today's so tired.. i plan to go back home to sleep after school. so tired.
if i got the energy, i may go for a run or a swim. ha.
but i think i may want to study a lil. since the com's spoilt at home anyway.
tomorrow! dear say he's meeting me for dinner! wahahaha.
so happy! can't wait for tomorrow!
ahhh.. tummyache! ):
and and. don't know what to do. PE lesson. should i just skip it? don't have a shirt anyway.
and i feel so so so tired today. argh~ but i've skipped so many many times already...
now i only feel like sleeping.
the bed's kinda empty without you.
hmm hmm.. can't wait for the lessons to end today. argh~
my dear's taking his paper ba. all the best eh!
FIGHT-ON!
i can't wait to see ya my dear!
take care of yourself eh! (: loves!
and thanks for waking me up today! wahaha.
it's so so so nice to hear your voice the first thing in the morning!
loves! TOMORROW!

say goodbye to holidays. it's the start of the pathetic new school term again.
got to start mugging for promos. took the maths test this morning. hmm..
studied for it. someone revised with me. (: happy! thanks alot!
oh yeah. i din skip GP lesson today. though the lesson was totally boring.
and later on, still got two more tutorials. till the end of school. whoopee!
today got abit of mood to mug. maybe later go home i'll study? haha.
but i feel like sleeping more.. LOL.
thanks alot for waking me up today my dear.
work hard eh. MUG HARD. miss me loads. FRIDAY!
reward!!! wahahaha. i'll be a good girl while you're not around.
so remember my reward! haha!
hmm hmm. it's been raining ah.. so so cold.. din bring my jacket out today. ):
anyway. guess it's about time i go get a new sweater. ha.
there's so many things i wanna buy.. haha.. so so many!
thoug i only went shopping twice this holiday,
but i've seen so many things that i'm tempted to get!!
and yeah! we watched Ratatouille! Hairspray! haha. and we sang KTV during the hols.
whoopee! happiest. dear spent alot of time with me this week.
LOVELY. com's down at home, haha. if not more photos will be coming up.
alright. i shall blog till here. got to go do my work le.
back to the pathetic school life of mine. ):
LASTLY. CJM please do take care of yourself when i'm not around. (:

HELLO!