Friday, September 29, 2006
taken at mac! me and my girlfriend!
luv u~
`27.9.06
Thursday, September 28, 2006
yawns
it's been a week since i last blogged. yawns.. so sleepy..
so many things had happened recently.. bball.. the police thingy.. our stuffs.. so many things..
but i'm happy... our relationship turn out positive.. which is great.. haha.. i missed u.. and i hope u do too... been trying so hard to be a good girlfren.. dunno if i am one.. *xiang ni*
i'm serious.
think gf sleep le ba.. i seriously hope tt substitute thingy does not affect her.. i knoe it does..
`trust me
yawns.. i'm so tired.. thank god tml's fridae.. can rest..
so happy! she never work tomorrow..
dearie.. hav more rest ba! dun work too hard! u still got exams wor! luv u lots!
oh ya.. thanks bill bill! always so concern abt mi! thanks sista! =
`i love u.
Friday, September 22, 2006
bad dae..
todae had a realli bad dae.. can't wake up in da mornin~ duh.. late for school again~
after that went to meet ray.. cpcc for bball.. happi! thanks ray! =)
sad part.. asked justina.. but she told mi she already meetin yuan april candy and jiaxin to plae bball at YJ le.. Oh mine.. it's at my school.. and she didn't ask mi along.. best part is what.. we messaged.. i'm angry.. and she can go on sayin all the ' u wan u cum lo' stuff.. i'm so sad la.. what kinda good fren will do that.. she said it was a misunderstanding.. she tot i dun lik to hang out with ppl i dun knoe.. well.. truth is.. i jus dun lik ppl i dun knoe comin to my place. sucky huh? she kept things from mi.. hai.. somemore when i leavin school that time.. matt ask mi.. 'nv plae ball?' ' justina nv tell u?' i'm even more sad la.. disappointed too.. being left out.. hai.. i didnt leave u out de lo.. hai.. somemore u are so insensitive.. my messages don show that im angry? hai.. sad huh? after that i somemore ask u wan come cpcc ma.. but ur reply? ' we're not goin le. u enjoy yourself' it's so saddening la.. close frens? =(
after that gf met us at cpcc.. we plae ball.. den go left at abt nine.. i send gf home.. den went up to her place awhile.. did some work.. den i go back le.. we had fun.. haha.. but hor.. somehow sometimes i feel abit lonely.. partly is becos she no time ba.. dun knoe la.. but i still love her! gf dun study till too stress ah! hai.. but i knoe she wun hav time to pei mi de.. she got to study for exams wad.. but tt's a good thing.. hmm.. jus dun realli encourage her to work before her papers.. hmm... hope she'll listen to mi ba..
alrite.. at this hour i'm still awake.. scare can't wake up eh.. jia you ba...!!
frens = ?
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
unlucky dae!
had a shock of my life todae - waking up and saw the time - 12.40 ! that's like.. damn shiok la.. my lessons end at 1.30.. and i woke up at 12+.. oh mine.. well.. i went to see doc also la.. so shun bian.. hais.. the doc sae my ankle shape weird weird.. and sae what if i go specialist they only will ask mi dun plae ball le.. which is the last thing that i wanna do.. lol.. jus now ray accompany mi go see doc..
anyway.. thanks for the concern girlfren! i will remember what u sae de.. =)
after that worst case. mi sis n mum went for supper. lol. ate damn alot la.. fried dumplings.. stingray.. veggie.. bbq chicken wing.. urgH.. sure grow fat de.. zZz.. die liao.. plus tml i wun be runnin.. die liao..
hai.. still thinking if goin for match tml.. i also can't plae.. leg so pain.. haha.. tink i nv go ba.. mus listen to gf.. dun strain my ankle.. mus take care of it.. haha..
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
a dae out..
econs test this mornin! haha. i started studyin at 6.45.. but manage to write quite an amount la.. but still tink i will fail it.. haha.. xuehu la.. took my oligopoly notes.. haha.. actually i also forgot. =p
after tt.. last period GP.. no teacher come.. den we ownself declare no lesson! damn cool huh.. den went home.. eat.. bath.. den go meet ray at cpcc study! she ask mi go end up nv bring book! aHhH!!! haha.. den i chiong my econs mindmap.. the result of last min work. i stress lik hell.. haha.. den gf came.. den we plae ball awhile.. den i go off le.. sad wor.. went uncle's house.. hu ask my aunt come back.. den we wait wait wait.. until 8+.. den go eat.. i fell asleep le lar! den wake mi up.. haha.. after that.. went back to cpcc.. find my gf.. plae bball for awhile.. den i sent her home.. i dun feel safe for her to go back herself la.. haha.. i so man hor! haha.. den after that i go home.. reached home at 12am sharp! haha.. then do pw.. den come blog..
moody adel todae wor...
Monday, September 18, 2006
happi!
yesterdae went for a.i juniors de frenly.. got to play with my teckghee mates together.. haha.. so fun! after that went to meet up with girlfren.. played ball.. slack.. den after that at nite.. suddenly tot of the idea of staying over at girlfren's house.. at first we tot onli mi her n cass.. but end up the rest came too. lol.. girlfren pei mi go home bath.. then we headed to her house.. tok.. sleep.. den cass they all went to meet yuan.. onli left my n girlfren.. we sleep till afternoon la.. pigS! after that went for lunch. den actually goin home le.. but rain so heavy! haha.. den we head back to girlfren's house.. hehe.. spongebob! fun eh? den we watch tv.. slack.. haa.. i went home at 11! late huh.. haha.. but it was fun! i love my girlfren!
Friday, September 15, 2006
stress..
todae had a long dae in school.. been doin work all the time.. damn tired la.. stress lik hell.. finally the dae's over.. then went ma ma house.. so sleepy lor.. zzz.. then i eat liao.. watch tv.. den fell asleep awhile den wake up.. tired sia.. luv my ah ma!
girlfriend.. what are you doin? haha.. missin you!
everyone tot we les wor~ hahas.. true ?
BORING~
jus now almost late.. wahaha.. woke up at 7.15.. ctg venue change to J4-16 again.. sianZ.. haiyo.. Girlfren never go school wor! pon ah! haha.. naughty sia.. but study hard wor! me now so sian.. in GP lesson.. nothing to do.. so come blog lor.. wahaha.. YEAH.. just found one ORANGE skin.. so happy.. wonder what my darlin doin~ hehe.. miss u lots!
sleepy..
todae so sleepy the whole dae.. not enough sleep.. zzz.. after school went chongpang and meet up with ray.. merlin joined us later.. we studied and ate there.. haha.. teapot! apple pie! haha.. so funny.. then after that ray left.. den we two go slack.. we walked around.. walk till blk 300+ there.. also dunno for what.. talk talk.. haha.. so funny.. lik nothing to do le.. but no la. jus no mood to do work le.. haha.. sorry eggie! never pei u study.. i'm too tired.. result of sleepin of less than 2 hours. haha.. after that i send my gf home.. den i took a bus back.. haha..
now goin to do homework le.. die.. still hav econs and history.. zzz... my gf doin her ss essay... dun know she finish le mah.. miss her loads! now i nid to go chiong homework le. jia you!
`sleepy
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
smile!
jus now made my gf depressed again.. zzz.. she sad i sad.. maybe i shouldn't ask those stuff ba.. sorry! hope she can be happy happy! like jus now in the afternoon.. enjoyed hanging out with her! smile merlin!
eggie.. i really missed ur company.. yea i knoe.. it's hard for u to accept.. i wun force u to..
so happy jus now eggie ask mi wan go study anot.. so happy!! but i kinda worry abt those stuffs.. hope things would turn out fine..
tomorrow going to mama's place.. i miss my ah ma! miss her loads! i love my ah ma!!
`don't swallow your tears. let them flow. let me share your troubles.
13 sep '06
todae is another sad dae.. never go to school.. sick! den gf wanna come pei wo.. so sweet of her.. but end up we only met in the afternoon la.. she also feeling unwell mah.. SORRY gf! i'm late again! we studied together at mac, NP.. study study study le.. we went makan! haha.. den we kai kai at NP.. 1st stop. popular!! i bought the looney toons foolscap! so happy! den we walk around NP, den we decide to anyhow walk! den we walk to chongpang.. haha.. so enjoyable! i luv her! den plae ball awhile with ray and cass..
den gf moody.. hai.. dunno why also.. see her sad i sad.. zzz.. hai.. so jus now abit moody.. see my gf sian sian.. i also sian.. actually jus now quite sad.. cos she lik not happi mah.. haiya.. dunno la.. zzz..
wah.. later mummy goin to da bao for mi.. sure fat de.. arh~
`adel is moody =(
confused
hmm.. suddenly thinkin of some stuffs.. hai.. how can i organise my time properly.. between basketball and school.. i dunno how to balance my stuffs well.. i dun wan anyone to worry for mi.. =(
anyway.. todae so shocked in the mornin.. Bill sae he wanna scold mi.. haha.. he say mi leg pain still play last fridae.. hmm.. also quite true la.. i stupid.. i know my injury myself.. i still plae.. hai.. but i jus can't seem to leave my team alone.. i dun knoe what can i do sia.. i always plae liao.. den bear the pain myself.. dunno if it's worth.. but i suppose it is.. deep down.. i'm actually quite worried about my ankle.. it's been worsening.. i can't even walk without pain now.. what should i do? promos is coming in a few weeks time.. am i ready? i dun wanna retain.. =( i dun hav time to see doc.. i'm afraid. that i can't plae after that.. my mum, my sis. hai.. i knoe they mean well.. but.. bball is impt to mi.. sobs..
sometimes.. i jus dun knoe what i'm tinking.. i dun wanna let people knoe that i'm sad.. but i end up showing it out.. i dun wan to.. i wanna be happi! i dun wan anyone to worry for mi..
now.. the stress is too much.. but i'm glad.. i hav my friends.. my darlins.. i really appreciate their company..
`adel is confused =(
study break!
gettin a break from my muggin.. i miss my darlin! anyway.. jus now so funny.. i made merlin wear hairband. haha. so cute! but she so shy wor.. hees.
cute wor!haha.. jus now when we went slack.. i tied hair for cass! my BNN!! lol.. her head jus now look lik durian. lol. cute sia.. too bad the pic too dark le! sobs..
I miss eggie! sobs.. two daes never see her le!
I miss adel and june! never plae bball with them le.. i so bad.. reject adel for 2 daes liao.. so sad.. nid to mug!
I miss the good old AISS daes~
anyway.. jus now received a gdnite msg frm eggie! love her! but i'm so afraid.. the fear that she'll stray apart.. hai..
adel is stressed up.
but she nids to move on.
i luv my GIRLFRIEND!
todae.. i went to school.. but came home at 10+.. so earli huh.. early leave!! abit not feelin well ma.. came back.. sleep.. until 4+! so late le la.. den after tt went chongpang look for my girlfren study.. haha.. study!! still got cass, ray, yuan, april, chuling, wendy, anzie, yahui.. so many ppl.. haha.. but after that only left mi, gf and cass.. we threesome! haha.. den we slack around lor.. went back very late wor! haha.. tomorrow still got CLL test. i'm dead. plus history still haven do.. argHH!! stress!! tomorrow i so sian.. still gt bball de study plus running session.. zzz.. when will my ankle recover... dots.. wan die liao la.. so pain.. Oh mY gOd! still have to mug for the test tml.. mus jia you liao! MISS my darling!
Monday, September 11, 2006
11 sep' 06
yea. todae studied with merlin at mac again. so happy! after that ray join us.. with anzie , chuling,wendy.. haha.. they came with whitley sec ppl.. so noisy.. wahaha.. but we study study! but den awhile i sian liao.. den i had internal struggle.. whether to eat.. end up.. still eat! sure fat de.. haha.. after that.. everyone left.. left we two.. den.. she study study.. i eat eat.. after that we talk talk.. wahaha.. i help her tie hair! so cute !! haha.. merlin, believe mi. u look damn cute! haha.. den we left there at abt 8pm.. so sleepy! but it was so enjoyable.. jus hav her with mi! haha.. les mate! girlfren! i luv her!! =D
all in me..
recently was think quite alot ba..had stress on studies.. bball.. relationships..
yes. i still hav my frens to accompany me. but how many of them are actually there for me. little yea. i love my ai hoopsters. merlin. amy. lots of them whu cared abt mi..
teammates. we're not close enough i guess. i feel so stressed up.. i can't plae well in YJ.. i played lousily.. hai.. somemore when will my ankle recover.. saded.. fridae plae frenly with JSS somemore fell down 3 times.. so sad! PAIN! now.. lik whole body pain. =(
Hai.. i suck in my studies.. i don't wanna retain.. i wanna promote.. hai.. trying so hard..
recently things ain't goin smoothly.. i had some probs.. with him n family.. hai.. hope everything can b fine.. hai.. i am so confused.. dun wanna care anymore.. heck la..
i wanna giv up so much.. but.. i knoe.. i can't .. i can't live lik this.. i wan a better life.. hais.. life sucks huh.. but i will jia you de.. cos i knoe i hav u.
MerLin YiP!!
Wahaha. todae merlin officially became my girlfren! so happy! my first GIRLFREN wor! haha.
well.. we drew closer because she is so caring and all tt.. when i'm down she accompanied me! i love her! plus.. tt dae when they all came my house.. she also came to pei wo! i'm so glad! after that when everyone left, she also stayed behind to accompany me! We slept and slack and all tt.. Lots of talking.. and it was fun! she's great! i'm so touched la.. she's lik.. with me when i'm lonely and down la.. so nice! haha.. this is goin to be my first post and the subject of my blog is her. her. MERLIN YIP! i love her! haha.