oh my, recently i'm so into jap dramas, anime, movies. oh my, all of them are so super duper nice can! :D

my world revolved around you.
and this should probably stop.
i don't wanna be the giver no more.

the value of love depreciates as time moves on.
love is inversely proportionate to time?
i'm being critical. i'm negative. i'm sad.
i'm sad i'm sad. who would be there for me.
words are plain words. and your words are abstract. too far to be reached.
maybe i'm just not the worthy one.
i've always loved your smile.
always treasured you.
but it's not mirrored.

hopes usually lead to disappointments. that's true i guess.
words can be hurting. pushing people down to the valley of despair,
you bring me up and yet crushed me without a blink.
i always thought that you're the light.
now tell me, how deep is your love?

Adeline is shadowed by sadness.
now, save me.

gonna see ya later on my love.
it's such a bittersweet feeling. i missed you.
i wanna spend so much time with you.
wanna do everything single thing together.
wanna spend every single minute with you baby.
(=

the deadly prelims are finally over. i'm free now! okay, only for a few days before i need to go back to mug on all those shit stuffs. weekend's great. baby's been with me since wednesday. i'm real glad to have him by my side. loves! been looking forward to going out with friends and all yo. Amy's finally back! going to meet her tomorrow. miss her loads! been missing so many segments of my life, i've realised. i just finished watching teochew opera with grandmama. can't bear to leave her alone, and i got to accompany her. =) but well, it wasn't too bad afterall. it's actually quite entertaining. haha. and, it's pretty enjoyable spending time with my loved one. went to ball just now, it wasn't exactly anything special, just a session to relieve all my stress from the prelims. and hell yeah, it sure worked well. i'm currently looking forward to goin out tomorrow! lovess! thursday!!

it's over! econs paper. but there's maths tomorrow. i'm so lazy to study at all. tomorrow baby's coming out!! hope he'll come fetch me. wanna see him ASAP! roars!

and i suddenly realise that exams can train my hands as well. use up all the strength to write and write and write. till the hand ache like shit the score also still like shit. roars. i'm pretty negative about this exam shit i'm having now yo. hope it all end soon.

can't wait for the paper to end tomorrow. wanna see my baby boy! =)

two more days to seeing my baby. =)

i'm damn sick of studying. sick of this whole schooling shit.
tomorrow's the econs paper. going to screw it up again.
and there's still gp paper in the morning. damn sleepy.
going to screw up my prelims. arghh..

12 ways you know you like someone

TWELVE:You have been talking to them late at night and even when u go to bed, you still think of them.

ELEVEN:You walk really slow when you're with them.

TEN:You feel shy whenever they're around.

NINE:You smile when you hear their voice.

EIGHT:When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.

SIX:They're all you think about.

FIVE:You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR:You would do anything for them, just to see them.

THREE:While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing

ONE:You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

oh yeah. the first day of prelims is over! the sea paper is easier than i expect. roars. should have studied for it. well. i hope for a sub then. no paper tomorrow. but i think i'm going to start mugging later. my bad habit came back again. spent like 2 hours doing housework again. what's wrong with me man!

3 more days! i'm missing you baby.

the olympic games are such great distractions.
roars! but by the time prelims are over, olympic will be over too!

i love my baby boy. =)


















the wallet baby bought for me! thank you dear!


my baby lucky!

tomorrow's the start of prelims. and suddenly i feel that time is passing faster. it's a good thing. another four more days to seeing my baby. he'll be out in the afternoon. but i will be having the maths paper then. can't fetch him. arghh! damn. i'm obviously not ready for my paper tomorrow. it's a afternoon paper. so i guess i have a little bit of time for last minute mugging. hope tomorrow time during the paper can pass faster too! roars. i want my baby!

i've spent my weekends again with my baby. <3
and i seriously don't wanna study anymore.
who will enjoy this stress?
i'll just do what i can i guess.

baby's out of sispec this friday. but chances are, he'll get into units which are quite tough. damn. i seriously hope i have more time with him. especially after As. another three more months to go before i'm totally free. i really hate jc life. hope all this shit ends soon.

my knee is getting weaker and weaker. restraining me from more exercises. i wanna run more, ball more and swim more. but now, even climbing stairs is painful for me. damn it. but still i went to ball just now. though i was already slacking. but still, it hurts.

and i realised that time usually passes faster when you're doing things that you enjoy. time is really precious. i really think spending quality time with my loved ones is much more important in life. in this fucking limited life, i hope to gain more. things more than just academic results and materialistic pursuits. i wanna gain more meaning in life.

baby taught me how to relax myself in times of stress. but still, i'm not as smart or capable as him to breeze through A levels. i'll just try my best. i hope to just be able to get into the Uni. arghh.
now there i go again. five more days. i need you.

anyway, watched the olympic game just now. china vs usa. it was a close match at first. but it's obvious that china couldn't match off with the usa team, consisting of all the greatest stars. the chinese fought strongly at first, but couldn't sustain till the end. such a pity. it could have been played better. but felt that the chinese crowd are such losers. jeering at the usa team as they played. ha. it's so embarassing. and in the end, the game turned into the usa performance match. with all the superb passes and strong dunks plus the amazing shots in the last quarter, they surely rocked the house.

got to start mugging tomorrow morning. all the best to me. arghh. the olympic games are so attractive. the tv's asking me to accompany it. LOL.
baby's going outfield again. but the worst thing is that he's gonna have another 28km road march. got to really take care! =) i'll be waiting.

surprise! baby's gonna be out tomorrow instead!!!! i'm so excited!
mood now is super high! =)

it's thursday! initially wanted to wake up early to mug, but in the end, slept till now. roars. gonna start mugging soon. i'm looking forward to talking to my baby at night! hope everything's fine for him. =D though i think he should be calling me quite late ah.. anyway, i'm thinking of where to go on sunday. his only day out. arghh~ morning till night. roars. i'm so going to miss him ah~ tomorrow need to go back to school eh.. sian. school life.. simply sucks to the max lar! roars. looking forward to the day of graduation. roarrrrrr!

i'm drowning myself in a pool of love. :)
it's your love baby.
i can't resist.
i miss you badly.
come home soon!

tomorrow's thursday. waiting for his phone call !
adeline misses mr chang !
i wanna hold your hand.

adeline misses her boy.
and boy, i sure love mugging. yucks.

it's been a happening week. majong. ball. study. and most importantly. meeting my babe.
he's now out field. hope everything's fine for him. only be hearing his voice on thursday. i miss him. i wanna see him so badly. mood isn't too good today. i need him. need someone beside me. i need a friend. my knee's aching. super pain. but not as much as the pain felt in the heart. i need someone. give me a hug when i'm feeling down and all. baby, i need you. through the lonely night. i miss you.

hey yo! adeline is going to study now yo!

it's finally friday!
baby's coming out tomorrow! yay!

my leg very pain now! ankles knee. roar!
going to see the doctor together with st.
her ankle now is a pig's trotter.
anyway, i feel like getting stuffs for MM again.

yesterday never sleep till this morning 8 plus.
was at zh's place with the rest.
gonna ball agin later ha.
one week!
but my leg like abit cannot make it ah.
roar!