tomorrow's friday. (=
hope he'll be out tomorrow.
though i think saturday stands a higher possibility.
i'm looking forward to seeing him. i miss my baby.
i'm not going to school tomorrow.
and i think i've injured my ligament.
it hurts.
and my ankle injury is acting up.
six days of bball. it sure strained it.
and yeah, bestie please do take care of your pig leg! :D
anyway, today's fun. (:
weekend's approaching!

and i'm waiting for your call baby! <3

yesterday is our 14th month together.
happy 14th month to us! cheers.
didn't get to talk to him yesterday. hope he'll be out tomorrow.
i'm missing him badly.
today is the start of the 15th month!
looking forward to the future days ahead.
baby it's just me and you. (:

and yeah, i didn't go to school today. had a tummyache.
and plus i'm lazy.
i'm so tired.
been playing ball since saturday.
today should be the 6th day.
i'm so super hungry now. arghhs.

baby, how i wish you're here with me.

some of my favourited songs featured in my playlist. (:

素胚勾勒出青花笔锋浓转淡　
瓶身描绘的牡丹一如你初妆
冉冉檀香透过窗心事我了然　
宣纸上走笔至此搁一半
釉色渲染仕女图韵味被私藏　
而你嫣然的一笑如含苞待放
你的美一缕飘散　
去到我去不了的地方

天青色等烟雨　而我在等你　
炊烟袅袅升起　隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸　
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天青色等烟雨　而我在等你　
月色被打捞起　晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽　
你眼带笑意

色白花青的锦鲤跃然于碗底　
临摹宋体落款时却惦记着你
你隐藏在窑烧里千年的秘密　
极细腻犹如绣花针落地
帘外芭蕉惹骤雨门环惹铜绿　
而我路过那江南小镇惹了你
在泼墨山水画里　
你从墨色深处被隐去

天青色等烟雨　而我在等你　
炊烟袅袅升起　隔江千万里
在瓶底书汉隶仿前朝的飘逸　
就当我为遇见你伏笔

天青色等烟雨　而我在等你　
月色被打捞起　晕开了结局
如传世的青花瓷自顾自美丽　
你眼带笑意

the days and the nights seem extra long without you.
how do i live without you?
baby, the thoughts of you flow through my mind.
being with you is my greatest joy.
i'm a fortunate girl.
having someone to be concerned over.
towards the fountain of love. the gist of life.
the key lies in you.

BABY,
Together, we'll take over the world
You know I love ya
I need you so
So happy I just wanna let everybody know.

today's the fifth day that i went balling. consecutively. i'm super drained. feel like i'm going to fall sick any moment. don't feel like going to school tomorrow. i'm too tired. i just wanna sleep through. haven't study for chinese test tomorrow yet. i'm going nuts. three more months. am i ready? obviously no. prelims in less than two weeks. i'm dying.

baby, i need you here with me.
i still miss you.

yet they say that tomorrow MAY be the last day. i hope so. cause i don't feel like going to school tomorrow. i'm really too drained. i'm dying. i can't wait for school to end each day. i can't wait for exams to be over. i can't wait to see you.

All days are nights to see till I see thee,And nights bright days when dreams do show thee to me. ~William Shakespeare, "Sonnet XLIII"

it's late in the night, and i just completed my chinese essays. four crappy essays.
alright, to consider that i've done it is great enough. ha. done the southeast paper today and it was total bullshit. i've got to really stress myself up i guess. gonna have test for ASP on thursday again. but i'm gonna ball no matter what tomorrow. haha. and i've been balling for consecutive four days. saturday, sunday, monday and tuesday. wednesday would be my fifth. yeah yeah. destress. it's a good way for me. tomorrow ending lessons at 1.10. yeah. happy.

baby's out-field. got to take care of yourself. weekends. <3 much awaited.
in the meantime, strive hard. it's for our future.
adeline is working hard recently yo!
and yeah. i ate 2 apples!
MM is loved!

it's diffcult to sleep without you by my side baby.
i miss your warmth.

it's another sunday night. sitting right here miss my baby.
spend the weekend beautifully with my baby. the time serious passes damn fast.
met him at batok on saturday. had pasta for lunch. (= and i made him wear the top i've got for him. it fits really well ! and we watched The Red Cliff at yishun. not bad. but i think it's not as nice as i would have expected. it's more of an introduction for the next part i think. but still, it's quite entertaining. haha. then at night we went balling. baby went to ball though he only slept for an hour plus the night before. that's a miracle! haha. but at night, he still fell asleep. like super fast? haha. but maybe that's what that i love about him. so simple but so precious. looking at him, makes me feel damn fortunate. his warmth. his smile. everything. thanks for being here baby. but today, we didn't wake up too early. woke up at around 11? haha. we're just too tired. then we bought lucky downstairs as we bought food back. haha. afternoon, he helped me with maths. thanks tutor! haha. and mummy bought mac for us. (= and after that we helped ourselves to the ice-cream. wahahaha. it's so damn nice. but so super sinful. i ate so so much during the weekends. that i even feel like throwing up lar. haha. last night still had BK for dinner. so much. i mean, too much. haha. i've bought apples back again. yeah! now baby's back to camp. miss him so much lar! he may be coming out during friday, but still not confirmed. i hope he'll be out on friday. (= i'll still go and fetch him! can't wait to see him! lovessss!!

anyway, i went to ball again just now. though only balled for around 2 hours, but i'm happy! maths made me so stress. need to destress! and i haven't do my GP essay. and tuesday i've got southeast asia History paper. so dead. haven't start revision at all. and tuesday. i also have chinese class test. so i've decided that i may not be going school tomorrow. staying at home to mug instead. tomorrow there's ASP lar. till five plus, where got time to study? anyway tomorrow is GP day ah.. nothing much. and no chinese lesson tomorrow. it's a good time! haha. i didn't miss any lesson for the past two weeks. it's time! wahaha. but this time it's for a better cause. LOL. and i haven't been running for these few days. should start running soon. but maybe tomorrow no time again. maybe tuesday? haha. i wanna train up again. slim down! hahaha. baby's so skinny! haha. but he said he's 61 already. like so finally. he's getting fitter. jiayou! (= haha. but i don't like big sized guys lar. haha. he's good. love him! haha. i'm boyfriend crazy. roar roar. i miss him miss him! hahahahahaha.

school life sucks. i hate school ! i want my baby boy. LOVE HIM LOADS.

ended school extremely early and rushed out of school exactly at 1.30. (=
felt super relieved and happy the moment i step out of the school.
this morning's econs class was funny. disturbing Lim seng is quite fun.
not bad not bad. school hours passed fairly fast today, without maths and gp.
and only 21 people turned up for Limseng's lecture. damn pathetic!
but, who cares? that's my last lesson of the day. =D

and after school, i've watched japanese drama. finished the 11 episodes. (=
after which st and i went to town. (= SHOPPING yo!
dinner at Aji-tei. and i ate my most sinful meal of the week. full of cheese yo!
wahahah! i've bought a top for my baby. and i got two tops for myself too. ha.
and yeah, i've bought Gelato for my baby. (= haha. can't wait to see him tomorrow!
my mood today's at the peak. damn high!
but i still have tonnes of stuffs to do this weekend. still, nevermind. i shall work hard. ha.
oh my god. i can't wait to see my baby!!! (=
but baby hasn't called too! i'm waiting! LOVES.

my dinner! tomato rice!

imma nerd now. i need a break. (= random posts are what i need. i need to write stuffs. i don't know why. i'm getting more and more used to it. this life of mine. but there are always things to brighten up my day. my baby boy, my lucky baby, and dear friends. (= thanks bestie for getting stuffs for me. we're gonna go out tomorrow. i'm happy! Adeline will need a break from school. tomorrow lessons end at 12.40. no ASP. yeah man. weekends are my motivation. (=

i wanna play ball. but the weather ... arghhh.. rain rain go away.

and recently i love apples. <3 don't know how many i had eaten this week. ha.
apple and aloe vera juice's damn good.
so as apple carrot. =D best.
and yea, today the peanut butter waffle made me so happy!
i drank lemon tea today, not my usual practice though. ha.
but Green tea's still my all-time favourite.
i love green colour too. <3

alright, random.

It's my house phone. LOL.

I'm pretty cheena yea. it's rainy and i can't go run. roars.



but my baby just called me! i'm feeling better now. (= just two more days to go.

很感激 这城市拥挤的交通
让你我 还能多相处几分钟人潮中
怕失散 所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松 不放松

忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

我的心 是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我 想你的时间不够用
为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我 你改变我
你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落



i quite like this song recently. (=

雨一直下，不知道你那儿怎样呢？

我好想你。天气好冷，你有没有着凉呢？你还好吗？我一直在想你。

还有两天，我在等你。

海上生明月，天涯共此时。
情人怨遥夜，竟夕起相思！
灭烛怜光满，披衣觉露滋。
不堪盈手赠，还寝梦佳期。


a nice poem. <3

recently, the weather's bad. rain and rain and rain. baby's out field again. arghh. i'm worried. hope he don't fall sick! =D

school days, i hope they end soon. i feel so annoyed this week. sorry friends. just ignore me will do. arghh. did the mock paper today. it's freaking easy as compared to YJ's paper. roar. but i doubt i'm gonna do well too. didn't prepare for the paper. and today, chinese teacher kept saying i'm a B grade student. i hope i really get a B for chinese. i know, low expectations yea? WRONG! for cll, it's freaking hard to obtain a A or a B. consider the number of China students taking the same paper. roar. speaking of chinese, i have another test tomorrow. which i obviously haven't study yet, laying my hands on the keyboard. well, school life isn't that fun afterall. ha. went for a run just now again. and i ran more today. don't know how much i ran. i've went searching for pre-paid cards. went to six places to try to buy it, and guess what, it's either out of stock, or the register machine's down. ha. i'm so 'LUCKY' yea. but i can't make anymore out-going calls if i don't want my phone bill to burst! arghh!!! and house phone got problem as well. i'm really super down in luck recently.

and by the way, i wanna get so many things...

1. Goggles! =) ( i can't decide on the colour! )
2. Clothes!
3. Slippers! soon! soon!
4. PRE-PAID CARD! roar!
5. a little something for my baby. =p

hope i get the time to go get all of them soon! i'm transforming into a lifeless nerd recently! i can't wait man, three more days to meeting my baby. (= tomorrow i'm gonna ball! i miss balling so so so so much. haha! hope the weather would be good tomorrow! if not i'll go study instead. )= i've really got to work extra hard now. till the weekends, mug hard! i've been good recently. i didn't skip any lesson in the past two weeks! presevere.

went out for a run just now. 3km as usual. and i brought lucky out for a walk. i haven't taken dinner yet. don't plan to eat also. don't know what to eat. and i don't bother to make or buy food. i'm just starting to do maths. and i'm super sleepy already. don't know how the hell am i goin to last through the mock paper tomorrow. arghhh. i'm gonna be so freaking free i think. i wanna study ah. but i'm already too tired ! roars. life sucks big time yeah. my only source of motivation is the weekends. can't wait. but anyway, time starts to pass faster and faster. and i have no more time left. i have no mood. i feel so dead. and i don't like people to be concerned over me. don't ask and i'll be fine. yeah. arghh~ i wanna eat fruits though.

i seriously need to destress! i need to work out! roars.

and i just realised that i'm building up muscles recently. not a good sign. arghh.
i need to slim down. but instead, i'm growing bigger. whatever. i need to destress.

finally finally. i've changed my skin. (= a simple one.

it's been so long since i last posted photos. hmm. and i feel like changing my blog skin. i'm so exhausted. i don't know why. i miss my boy. i love my blog song. ha. this is a random post.

my lunch on saturday! (=

spent my weekend with my boy again. well, fetched him from boon lay again on saturday. we're supposed to get the puzzle frame but we forgot about the dimensions! arghh~ we had lunch together. and we ate crepes! (= haha! and kfc for dinner! all thanks to the variety meal commercial, i've got to work out more! haha. and as usual, we spent our night together with my family. everything so simple. but so meaningful. and sunday morning, which is today, we woke up earlier. brough lucky out for a morning walk and bathed him. he smells good now! lucky is so super cute can, always look so fascinated by all the things around him, just like a little child. but he can also be super super annoying at times! today, gave him extra treats. put them in the treat ball. and he look so super happy pushing the ball around to get the treats out. ha. so cute! well well, the day ended so fast, and baby left by evening. i've gonna start my countdown again.. and most likely he's not going to get nights out this week. and he's going outfield again. haha. expecting an outbreak! another six days to seeing him. i can't wait for weekends again. most likely he's not gonna be out on friday. so saturday! i'll be waiting! (= anyway, i haven't been running this few days. but i went to ball just now. it's been so long since i last balled. quite enjoyable. haha. but i haven't complete the econs DRQ for ASP tomorrow. maybe i'm gonna do it during break. or i won't be going. arghh. and tomorrow.. three hours of GP again. roar. i think i'm gonna fall asleep. haha. alright, but i still hope time can pass soon tomorrow! so it'll be one less day to the countdown! (= i'm waiting and looking forward to weekends! my source of motivation.

as usual, i've struggled through this long day. (= i've been such a good girl this week, considering the fact that i didn't miss any of the lessons. haha. i'm proud of myself. and today, i've met my boy. (= he had a night off. yeah. though we only met for like 2 hours? i'm overjoyed. ha. had like tonnes and tonnes of stuffs to talk to him about. and baby's thinking of getting another jigsaw puzzle of Dachs. i mean, sometimes i feel his love for dogs can outweigh me! roars. and the first ever time that he had asked me to go shopping... he told me we should go get stuffs for my dear dog at home. roar. but still, i'm looking forward to going shopping! =D two more days to seeing my baby! i'm so super lazy and sleepy today that i didn't go for my run. roar. spent two hours on travelling alone. that's like super draining. and i still have school tomorrow. crap. and with the first lesson to be econs, it's not very inspiring. and yeah. i sure 'love' the school.

it's the end of wednesday. got home before two today. NO ASP! and since the weather's good today, i went to swim! for continuously 40 minutes before i left. (= got home and i slept again. haha. i feel like sleeping again! don't feel like doing any work.. arghhs.. ate curry fish head for dinner just now. yum! but i ate so much. haha. i'm on diet! ok, crap. and then i tried doing some work, obviously that failed. ha. after which, i had a chat with darling. (= missed him so much! abother three more days to seeing him! i felt so sleepy lar. baby told me not to go for my run. ha. but in the end, i still went. 3km of run for me today again. felt more refreshed. but still no mood to do any work. think i won't be doing. roar! there's ASP tomorrow. though my teacher's not free. still have work to do and we can't go back! ROAR. i wanna go home! after tomorrow, it'll just be another two days. =D got to go for a run tomorrow again. friday most probably would be going for overnight study? most probably. bestie may not be goin to school, i also don't wanna go school! roar roar! haha. i'm now changing my blog song. to a song which i've loved since young. ha. young~ i wanna change my skin too ah. just don't know what to change to. ha. ok ok. i should now be going back to my work. but i'm just too lazy. wanna just slack for today~

i'm just counting down the days..

it's the end of the long and annoying Tuesday! didn't skip any lesson so far. i'm so good yo. but i haven't do my work yet. haha. i'm so happy! talked to baby for awhile just now. (= hearing his voice just brightens up my day. i have so much stuffs to tell him ah. haha. another 4 more days to meeting him. and i'm counting again. (=

didn't bring Lucky out today. it's wet out there, didn't want him to get any insect bites, considering his body is so close to ground. ha. but i went for a run instead, after going to khatib for dinner with mum. bought some fruits to satisfy my cravings. yum yum. i've got mangosteen, grapefruit and kiwi! i'm so greedy! i'm leading an healthy lifestyle yo! all these fruits are all very very good for health! (= and they taste good! ha. and i went for a run just now. got to really tone up my body. my baby's so skinny. i've got to slim down. i don't wanna look like a sumo wrestler beside him. and i feel so super pressurised when his weight is so close to mine. ROAR. but only did 3km of run today. i think i'll have to pick up slowly. my joints couldn't take much pressure anyway. my ankles and knees. such a pain! but well, i've found out that, after running, it makes me more refreshed. haha. got to do some work later on. there's no ASP tomorrow! which means that i can go home to get some rest. like so finally. yeah. hope tomorrow passes fast as well.. after tomorrow is three more days.. haha. i'm missing him like crazy. looking forward to saturday! our DATE. <3

it's a tiring monday. had ASP till 4 plus 5. our lecture group is released the latest! ROAR. oh my, i had actually survived through the first three hours of GP today. i'm so proud of myself yeah. after school, me, gaps nat and zx went to eat Botak jones. so sinful! haha. after which they returned to school and i went home. i actually fell asleep! roar. when i woke up it's already two hours later. ha. still got lots of work to do. but i did some CLL revision and maths. still have more maths and GP to go. tomorrow is another long day to go, with all the H2 subjects. and after school gonna have history ASP. and yeah, i'm not in aminah's lecture group. thank goodness! but i've got to really push myself harder. i wanna have more time during the weekends. (= anyway, i brought Lucky out for a walk just now. he seem real happy. baby hasn't called me today. don't think he will already. it's late~ today's an busy day for him, JIAYOU! how i wish i could be there to take care of him. arghh.. saturday he may be released late.. but still, i'm gonna go fetch him! dating! i wanna watch Chi Bi ( the red cliff ). oh i'm so dead! slept too much just now. i think tomorrow i most probably will fall asleep in lectures ah.. dead. i hope the weekends come soon !

this weekend, i ate super alot. alot. haha. as usual. met my baby. and the time just passes so so fast when i'm with him. tomorrow is the first day of the new timetable. arghh. 3 hours of gp straight. damn. hope i can survive tomorrow. till saturday.. i'll work hard.

went to school today. started the day with the usual PE lesson. but today. slightly a little different. with external trainers here to teach us Muay Thai. gave us some introduction and taught us the basic steps. well, it's kinda fun though. =) after that, the whole day is just lessons lessons lessons. oh yeah. i got a prezie from gaps. card, earrings and a band. THANKS! and i got chocolate from sop! plus card! THANKS! =D but got my econs back today. failed quite badly. ha. too bad! today, i eat and eat and eat. thanks to all the stalls at northpoint. roars. after that i went for a run. never run much as usual. it's just to ease the guilt i feel inside me. ha. i reached home within half an hour. fast eh. cause i need to call my baby! ha. anyway, tomorrow's another boring day. another 3 or 4 days to meeting my baby. i miss him! wanna see him soon!

today's my birthday! (= celebrated my birthday over a few days. friday, went out for dinner with aloy gaps st and xuan. more of like a gathering. relaxing and enjoyable. except that aloysius made us search for his car that day. saturday. baby was with me! he booked out in the afternoon. he got me roses. =) i'm so touched! it's the first time that he really surprised me! i thought that he won't have the time to go get me anything. i appreciate the effort baby! he got me the adidas shoe that i wanted to buy! oh my god! he's so sweet! saturday night, we went for dinner with my family and we play majong that night. but the happiest thing is that he's by my side. whatever we do, i'll be happy. sunday, he accompanied me for the whole day till he went back to camp. afternoon, we cooked some food at home! haha.yum yum! after that, we ate at swensen's before he left for camp. i sent him to boon lay and waited for the bus with him. the place is so super infested with all the foreign workers! scary! but i still treasure all the time spent with him! though he cannot be here on my actual birthday. i'm still very happy and i really do appreciate whatever that he had done for me. (= and today, went to sakae sushi with st cass and e'ke. ate buffet! haha. and they surprised me with a cake! haha. thanks girls! anyway, st already got me a necklance on sunday night. (= thanks bestie! and to recap, the team got me a green nike bag and a green nike bottle. thanks for everything people! thanks to everyone who had wished me a happy birthday too. thanks people! haha. and i hope my birthday wish can come true! =D

went out for dinner just now with my dear friends. received a present from some of my friends today. the green nike sling bag that i wanted to buy and the green nike bottle. (= THANKS! tomorrow i'll be meeting my baby. but heard that he may be delayed again. don't know what time he'll be back. arghhh~ i hope i can see him earlier. i missed him so much. he already cannot celebrate my birthday on the actual day le. hmmmm... just hope he's able to meet me more. spend more time together. i miss him. loves! how i wish the first person i see in the morning is him each day...

it's a thursday and i'm not in school. too tired to go to school. well, sleep till around noon. (= and i'm happy! only completed half of the compre. and i'm too lazy to scare anymore yo! i'm looking forward to meeting up with friends tomorrow yo! xuan's back to town! missed her! i have no mood for school tomorrow! haha. i still haven't do my sgc. so dead. and i need to hand up my maths tomorrow. but i'm just gonna look forward to the end of school tomorrow. anyway, went for a short run just now. saw a YJ guy running as well. but couldn't see his face clearly. ( it's dark ) and i don't wanna look like some pervert staring at him. so i don't know who is it. haha. but well, he's weird too. to run at eleven plus at night with school tomorrow. well. well. forget about him. i miss the times when i run with my baby. ha. though he's too fast for me to catch up. arghh.. anyway, my ankle hurt again. though i wore my guard. roar. it's super pain. i couldn't run that much anymore. it hurts faster than before. and yeah, i'll be meeting my baby on saturday! i can't wait. two more days to go! i think i have so much to do! haven't clean up my room yet! the block test period make my papers fly around the room. hahaha.. alright. got to go clear up abit already. haha.

it's another boring school day. got back my international history paper. passed it. 31/50. quite happy ba. hmmm.. but southeast.. sure die. i'm thinking of whether to go to school tomorrow cause i'm really a little too tired today. kept falling asleep today in school. ran a few rounds with sophie today in school. hmmm.. i think i got to run more often already. my stamina cannot make it at all. i feel weak. roar. i don't think i wanna go to school? didn't even do my gp. two compres. i'm so tired. can't think at all. sighs. i miss my baby. didn't have dinner today. i'm alone at home. and i'm so lazy to go and buy food. recently, i've become so lazy that i don't even wanna bother about food much. and yeah, yesterday saw this pair of adidas bball shoe. feel like buying it!

it's another three more days to saturday, to see my baby. i constantly thinking of him. sometimes, it just feels so lone any empty inside without him. i wanna treasure all the time we're gonna spend together. i can't live without you baby!

and ya, this is a super no link post. as usual. i'm not thinking. can't think right. my brain is not functioning. all messed up. roar. tiredness!