31st May!
yesterday was too tired to blog. haha.
went to sentosa with the girls.
wanted to get tanned,
but don't seem to be of much difference. =(
alright alright. since you said i'm ok.. then i don't go tan le. =)
we took lots of pictures !
oh haha. anyway. yesterday we saw a group of guys.
just like us. they're cam-whores. LOL.
i almost fell down on the train! haha.
everyone's laughing lar!!!! =( so bad.
and you, you say you'll also laugh if i fall! so bad! =(
hmm.. after that we came back to yishun.
met baobei. and she's so irritating.
talking about her girl all da time.
so dots lar.. if she talk about guy, i nothing to say lar.. haha..
today today.. !!
gonna meet my boy today. super happy.
MISSING HIM ALL DA TIME !
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
and i wanna be with you.
i'll always be by your side..
and i'll always love you.
i promise.
`30.05.2007.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
change of blog song
i change my blog song le!!
宠上天.
cute song eh.
someone send me this song de.. LOL.
lovess! <3
piggy pig pig.
stupid boy stupid boy.
i am so happy today!
cause i see ya so happy today.
smile more! laugh more!
and boy. you're super attractive.
i think i'm loving you more each day.
love ya company.
the feeling's special.
very special..
i just love seeing you.
your presence means alot to me.
miss me? hmmm..
i miss you.
`iwannabewithyou. 爱你好幸福..
you you you. =)
FUN DAY.
today was FUN.
went to meet him julia and st.
i was late for five minutes. so guilty!
so happy to see you. =)
and not forgetting my GAPS and ST.
we ate mac. haha.
studied at civic mac.
it's a nice place to slack at. LOL.
had lots of fun today.
with julia around. no boredom. lol.
super entertaining. plus that pigface.
you people super FUN.
you're laughing all da way can. super cute! =)
i love ya smile.
can't stop looking at you. =p
u're super attractive can!!
i miss you!!
GOOD MORNING
so qiao today again.
i just opened my eyes,
within seconds,
phone rang.
and it's your message my piggy.
coincidence? like the other time.. =)
GOOD start of the day.
today my stupid boy's super cute can.
as always.
the way you talked.
oh yeah. i'm gonna meet you soon.
super high!
oh yes! you miss me!
happy happy!
bad omen
woke at around ten today.
so reluctant to crawl out of my bed..
and today.. i went out to kovan..
on the way out, i almost sprained my ankle.
just a minor twist. phew.
what's next. my GREEN hair band broke. my favourite one. sighs.
bad omen? like what you've said.
hmm.. went to amk after visiting my grandma.
meet that crazy girl.
so scare that i've miss stops or what.
so afraid i'll get lost.
but so lucky! i arrived at amk without getting lost! oh yes!
and i waited at the station for 15 min for st.
guess what? she was waiting for me for 15 min too. at amk hub.
we both thought we'll receive phone calls when any of us reach there.
so dumb can!
stupid us!
oh well.. we met baobei and garfield there.
wanted to go teckghee play ball. but in the end we went back to yishun. LOL.
today was fun.
but i fell down again.
this guy very crazy lar.. i went for the ball and he triped me. and guess what. the next moment he fell on me. duh. some scratches on my knees~ =(
lucky it's not that twins hor? LOL.
that's not the worse yet.
that dumbass ERNY banged me and kicked my right ankle. what i hear is a crack sound! and my ankle very pain. although i was laughing most of the time lar.. lol.
after which. i continue playing. cause it wasn't very serious ba..
play play play. thought nothing happen le..
then ERNY banged me again! and this time i had a bad landing. and crack! my left ankle this time! and this time i really cannot play on liao. super pain!
ankles are loose le.. sprain very easily.. very pain..
still can walk lar.. but pain pain! =(
don't worry. i can still go out tomorrow. not that weak. haha.
well.. was really happy when you appeared to be concerned.. =) thanks boy!
so high today! so happy!
hmm.. i received a phone call from xiaojie.
he says he saw alex with another girl. and they're holding hands.
haha. good news? congrats to him then.
but i guess i'm just disappointed in him.
totally.
and i am even more certain about how i feel now.
thanks xiaojie. for telling me..
well.. i didn't regret letting go then.
but still as a friend. i felt betrayed. yeah.
one moment you can message me.. and another moment you're with another girl.
maybe that shows how trustworthy you are.
thanks for letting me see what kinda guy you are.
`i'm looking forward to tomorrow.. lunch lunch!
watchingyou.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
lost.
we lost our match today against Hong kah north.
when it's 60-60. i didn't take that last shot.
so we played the extra five min.
we lost.
it was my mistake.
i should have taken that last shot.
sighs.
if only i didn't miss those shots.
i'm sorry everyone...
thanks for coming down to watch my BAOBEI and my GARFIELD.
a special thanks to that someone.. who accompanied me when i'm so down.
although part of it is due to LONG JOHN.
hmmm.. but still thanks.. for entertaining me for so long..
i really felt super happy when i see you.
the look of you is just enough..
i love ya smile boy..
but still.. i can't help blaming myself for my mistakes..
sighs..
oh ya.. thanks baobei and tian. for brightening up my day. =)
you guys made my day.
and got myself scratched today. a big one. hmm.. TRAGIC.
oh yeah. today saw Ron , Weijun. i miss you guys.
we went to walked hoopsters match just now.
after which we went to play bball. at 515.
the place with memories..
had lots of fun today. =)
and i just love seeing you play ball..
okok. very crazy right.
maybe as time passes..
the feeling gets stronger..
it's getting out of control!
oh well.. i'm really glad to see you just now. thanks.
but.. even though i know that i'm not the one you're thinkin of most of da time..
i'll try , try , try and try...
till i can't try anymore..
' wo de xin fu ? '
maybe i am extreme. yes i am.
but i can't help falling for you.
i don't mind at all.
don't have to feel unfair for me.
yes. i agree. relationship should be faithful..
but still. i don't mind at all.
cause i love you.
and i wanna make you happy.
i just wanna see ya happy.
no matter in what status.
i can be your friend.
as long as you're happy.
and i'm happy by just seeing you.
although i have my wants ah..
i admit i wanna be with you so much..
but i understand.. loving doesn't mean having..
as long as you're happy boy.
FIRST MATCH
we're playing against Hong Kah North today.
TECK GHEE JIA YOU!
gonna go out soon le. =)
but still. wanna come and blog.
so angry. some kinda guy are you huh?
'you really wanna continue like this?'
talked to you then offline?
you're just running away.
stop writing all those crap on your blog.
you got anything to say just tell me straight.
i can't stand it!
sighs.. not a good start for the day huh..
`wish ya there..
Saturday, May 26, 2007
i'm sorry.
why must you blog that kinda stuff?
contradicting for me..
i said i don't wanna care.
but i still looked at your blog.
i don't like this feeling.
you're still my friend.
and i still care.
oh well.. i'm that important to you..?
sighs. i don't feel good..
i feel super bad.
i rather be someone insignificant to you.
if i'm affecting you so so much...
i should just leave your sight. seriously.
i can't stand seeing you like this..
i don't feel good at all.
at this point of time
i feel freaking pissed.
just forget about me.
sighs..
you're chasing me away.
and yet you missed my presence?
i don't understand.
i really don't.
maybe i'm selfish then.
i'm insensitive to how you feel.
i'm sorry.
i don't deserve your love.
MOVIE DAY =D
hmmm. i simply enjoyed today!
we met for lunch today.
1230. we ate teppanyaki! hmm.. =)
talked quite abit.
and i just enjoy seeing you smile.
haha. you wanna be a teacher too? =D
my stupid boy.
oh yay. we drank milk tea!
we watched movie today. =)
' Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End '
i was so tensed most of the time.
so much of the violent scenes.
haha. sorry boy that i'm so 'ji dong'.
thanks for letting me hold onto you.
super happy today.
love ya presence.
oh boy. i just love you.
and i missed you so.
although you may not feel da same..
but it's enough..
i'm contented.. with ya company. =)
but i just can't help missing you. ha..
hope to see ya soon!
i'm still waiting..
begin.
crawled out of my bed unwillingly.
so comfy!
didn't see ya message. hmm. =(
last night talked on phone with soonie and st.
crazy crazy me.
later we're meeting out for lunch.
yummy yum yum.
nobody's home now. only me. tragic.
anyway later there is Tg trainin.
so lazy! haha.
anyway i also don't have to play much.
think the coach doesn't really like me.
hmm.. kinda worried cause our match's tomorrow.
and the coach don't even know us well.
not even our names?
like so funny eh.
not very prepared like tt..
but still. jiayou bah everyone!
oh yes. we're goin to catch a movie!
so excited! =)
Friday, May 25, 2007
TIRING~
went to watch the finals today.
RJ lost. VJ won.
hmm. tough match. sad case for RJ. i thought they'll win.
HCI vs IJC. kinda obvious lar. well, IJ played their best.
lost with pride i guess? no.9 - Jinlong played super well. =)
hmm.. ended up you didn't meet me today. so sad!
saw ya teammates. haha. standing very near us most of da time.
make me xiang qi ni again...
sophie was crazy over that no.13.
screamin and cheering all da way.
ST was lookin at that no.6.
super funny can? message message..
he never message you also complain.
message you also complain. crazy crazy crazy.
haha. girls~ =p
st ! i miss him !
ah shun ! i miss you eh brother! never come watch match with us!
anyway. the show very nice hor? so cute lar. you actually went to watch it. =) super touching can? the show..
hmmm.. it's not easy to hide ya feelings for someone..
it hurts..
after watching match. me and st went town. walked for super long.
ended up having our first meal of da day at 7+.
your messages bring a smile to me.
st couldn't get the wallet she want.
complaining all da way.
grumpy lady. haha.
i feel like studying lei. hmm.
but my eyes so tired.
oh ya. today never take pictures. =( too tired.
i miss you.
hmm.. when will i see you.. =)
but super happy today.
when i asked you that question.
you replied ' have ! '
super happy can! haha.
yay yay! =)
pretty day!
woke up when st called me.
ask me go watch finals.
abit lazy lar.
haha.. i still hope to see you.
even though you say you're lazy to come out.
some pig din't go school again. lol
sleepy sleepy everyday!
anway. downloaded that song le! 'maria'
super high can!
gonna share it with st later on!
so happy! yay! yay!
`pretty day!
darkened
maybe deep down inside.
i want you so much boy.
especially your happiness.
i should be contented.
to be more than friends to you?
you're being fair to me. by telling me.
maybe i am like you too. i knew it. the chances.
but i still went on. loving you.
maybe love can be stupid at times.
sweetness. sadness. everything.
complicating~!
tragic!
but i still love you boy.
my stupid boy.
when will you be mine..
Thursday, May 24, 2007
emo talk.
i understand how you felt.
that's why i wanna be by your side.
to help you get pass it.
no matter what's the outcome.
it's not important.
as long as you're happy.
i don't know whether to be happy or sad.
but i am happy that you're frank.
don't have to say sorry.
`i'll still love you.
online!
didn't get to come online yesterday.
hmm.. now i'm online. but can't stay for long too.
my sister. hmm.
you're online too.
i'm happy.
`seems like everyone had got someone to love.
i have mine too.
anyway. lex called me today. asked me to accompany him.
ended up i didn't meet him.
he sounded down.
hope that he's fine.
many people told me that he's not worth my concern.
i don't know.
he's still my friend.
cheer up my friend.
TRAGIC~!!!
he's not meeting me tomorrow.
i'm sad.
been so high today.
now seem to be thrown down from the highest point.
saturday? she has her performance eh..
you'll wanna meet me meh.. hmmm..
you're not even sure lar. haiyo..
my feelings painted dark.
the bright colours are all darkened.
not a pretty day. hmm..
`will you be there for me to brighten up my day?
TRAGIC!
met st just now. we did some studied. yeah. as in really study.
well.. we ate sinful stuffs today! despite our common goal of slimming down, we ate the oily fried bee hoon, plus mac . lol. so sinful!
we played ball today.
saw people that i didn't want to see.
played with them though.
it's pretty clear that i'm sick of him.
hope i don't get to see him often.
and the other one. although not so bad lar. but still. don't like!
pests!
enjoyed playing ball today though. love my baobei! love my pigface! and my mo qi~!
jiehui jiehui! take care of your ankles please!
oh dear. hope my cough can stop!
hmm.. tomorrow tomorrow.
will i see you tomorrow?
i hope i will.
you're missed.
i hope i can be by your side.
at least as a close friend?
let me be your listening ear.
i'll be there for you. =)
why do i ask the same question over and over again?
reason 1 : to know if ya miss me.
reason 2 : to remind you to miss me.
reason 3 : to make you say that you miss me.
reason 4 : to make you miss me more.
reason 5 : to let you know that i miss you. =)
