it's wednesday. and i'm not in school.
already in my holiday mood. hmm.
going school next monday i guess.
adeline adeline, you're getting bad to worse.
feeling so moody now. don't know why.
don't know what to do next. i feel so aimless.
maybe i should go down to the pool for a swim.
or i should go for a run. feeling so down.
i don't know why. it's a feeling i couldn't explain.
maybe sometimes i just wish someone could be more sensitive.
but certainly, that's something that i couldn't do anything about.
the donuts in the fridge are left untouched.
though they look delicious, but i'm not in for it.
i don't know why.
maybe i'll go out later on. don't know.
everything's a don't know.
feel so moody. moody me.
argh.

- 需要你的爱

the song i currently love.

当你选择了云的距离
就这么自私做个决定
冲破天际飞去排山倒海崩塌的回忆
也许无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以纠结伤害
却不明白我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

this song is super nice. love their voices.
sigh. baby, 我需要你的爱.

went training today. hmm. didn't train much.
don't feel really that good today. damn moody.
should i just quit balling for good? the passion is fading off slowly.
though i love the sport. but the commitment to it...
sighs. sometimes i just feel so lonely.
so moody now...
kill me please.

It's been a long two weeks since i've last blogged.
well well, life's great these days.
except the fact that i lost my phone and my IC. ):
some MUD took st's bag. and poof, gone.
along with the adidas purse st and i bought together.
st lost her nike red bag. and her N95.
that fucking mud shall get his retribution.
i believe in karma.
but anyways. after promos, everything seem so much better.
relaxed. but now suspended in the air.
the school refused to let us know our results yet.
two more weeks to holidays.
but i haven't been school this whole week except monday.
it's lame. to go to the school without lessons.
and the security guards wouldn't let us go home.
seriously. i dislike these people.
Ct's irritating too. who to blame? they're all the same kind.
but well. schooling for another two weeks and it's over for the year.
hmm. now i'm saving up for a new phone. )=
pathetic me. saving hard. trying to get a job.
and i'm back for training. ha. kinda hard to adapt. physical so bad now.
back for TG. gonna play for opens i think. but but. won't play much too.
just wanna have fun, and enjoy as much as i could.
as for the YJ team. i seriously don't know.
baby said i will regret if i don't play. will i?
i don't know. let nature take its own course ba.
hahahahahha. for now i just wanna relax! wahahhaa.
BABY. MUG HARD!
love you.

finish the killer papers. FUCKING happy.
should be able to attain a sub pass? haha
just wanna promote. even if i can't, i've tried. LOL.
two more papers to the end.
my baby's by my side. constantly supporting me.
even in the night, he never shuts up.
keep on snoring dude. i see the love in it.
keep on drooling, you make me drool too. LOL.
you monster. wahaha.
but i still love you.
no doubt to that my dear. LOVE YOU!
sorry to let you worry. was kinda stressed yesterday. hmmm.
thanks for being by my side. (:
MAN! so MAN! wahaha.

`i love you, do you love me?
" i'm loving you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

just reached home. had the econs paper today.
a serious lack of time. ahhhh..
studied alot.. but.. haiyo.
just hope for a sub-pass.
so so tired ah~!!
my dear's with me since thurdsay. happiest happiest.
tomorrow's a break. till wednesday. for both maths and history paper.
got to work really hard. (:
i'm so so tired!
the drooling monster strikes again. and this time,
with the powerful turbo snoring skill equipped.
BEWARE. caution. he snores!
and he hates to bath! wahahaha!

Mugging Mugging day!

my baby's by my side (:
accompanying me since yesterday.
thanks for helping me. ha
there should be little people in class today.
since there's only one period for most of us today.
but whatever the case, i'm having stomach cramps.
won't wanna go school anyway.
there's no time to slack off. PROMOS NEXT MON!
ahhhh.. ):

HOHOHO.
went swimming yesterday and i went to ball just now.
didn't plan to go ball today. but well, i need a rest too.
HAD LOADS OF FUN. :D
sports for life! LOL.
two days since i've seen my baby.. hmmm.
can't wait for tomorrow!
anyway, i still haven undone work. gotta go finish them up.
hmm. i've starting to feel a lil better about my haircut.
most people prefer the look now.
but i still prefer the longer hair. though it's not very much longer~
hope the exam stress won't slow down the growth of hair. WAHAHA.
the PROMOS!
having papers next monday, wednesday and friday plus the following wednesday.
ending on 17th! i can't wait. haha.
promised yh after exam we'll go sing K together.
and ST!! our shopping spree! haha.
oh! i've got lots of movies that i wanna watch!
hope they'll still be screening them. please please!
after exam, i wanna have lots of fun!
wanna ball ! (:
and most importantly, i wanna spend as much time with my boy as possible!!!
but, studies not to be neglected my dear. (:
MUG HARD! you've got your As coming up.
i'll work hard, so must you.

today, that moomoo had her bf picking her up from school.
happy for her. :)
reminds me of you.

-no words can describe how much i feel for you.
baby, you're the sweetest thing.

Took the GP promos paper. so hard ah..
dead dead.
so so long since i've blogged.
life's so boring. so dumb. two more weeks.
faster end ba.
i'm so tired. gonna go take a nap later on. yawns.
missing you.