let me love you.
ADELINE's.
Monday, October 30, 2006
touched!

love ya dear! thanks for the care and concern you've gave mi. love you lots.

it's true. deep in. =)

o7 <3 o9


Sunday, October 29, 2006
girlfriend.

must keep your promise to me ah~! i trust you. so don't break your promise ah.

i don't want you to cry.. i want every moment of you with me to be happy.. =)

you're the one that i love.. i don't want you to be hurt, don't want you to be sad..

sorry for making you sad.. i won't make you cry ever again..

thanks dear. for the prezies u gave me.. i'm so touched! love ya so muchie.

and i hope you love me too. =)


sick.

what's wrong with me sia.. been having diahorrea the whole dae.. visited the toilet for more than ten times todae. oh my god. just now somemore got fever! but heng after medication the temperature went down le.. but still. i got no appetite.. jus now ate abit.. but vomitted out.. feeling so weak! but so thankful my girlfriend's been with me the whole dae! yesterdae stayed over... todae take care of me the whole dae! i'm so gan dong! plus jus now she insisted in sending mi back home! so sweet of her! so sian la.. i seldom got diahorrea de.. now my stomach feels so weird.. lik not mine lik tt.. duh! hope it's not anything serious!


Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Tiring daY..

Seems like i've lost something.. i feel so lost..

but i have her. i have the P-O-F.

i'm gonnna get used to it. goin back to the time that i didn't knoe u.. i can do it!

thanks Darlin! for helping mi change a new skin!

todae my dear sleep till 4 wor! so late! piG!!! XianG nI!!!

dearie.. don't tink so much k.. everything will be fine..

phew! just finish editing the powerpoint.. been working for it for hours.. tired!

sian.. tml still got sch.. sucks ah.. i already no mood for school le! fuck!


Tuesday, October 24, 2006
my stupidity

i feel so stupid.
why did i punch the wall coz of u? why did i feel sad coz of u? i don't have to anymore. don't even tell me that you love me coz u don't. i don't care anymore. u have your girlfriend. all the best to you. i have my loved ones too. i won't make them worry for me again.
from now on. there's no more of ur presence in my life.


Sunday, October 22, 2006
this post is dedicated to my 2years,10mths and 22 daes relationship.

i'll take today as the offcial end of our relationship.

thanks for everything you have ever done for me. thanks for all the memories.

i hope you can find a better girl than me. all the best to you.

and. never cry for me again. i just hope that you can be happy. whatever your decision is.

sorry this is the first and the last post about you. sorry for not posting anything about you.

i tried so hard to bury everything deep down. tears are so hard to swallow. but now. i promised myself. i won't cry for you again. i will move on. i can move on.

i'll let everything bury into the bottom of my heart. you will never be forgotten by me.

so long as you need a friend by your side. i'll be here for you always. love always.

01012004 - 22102006


Saturday, October 21, 2006
BNN's birthdae.

HAPPY BIRTHDAE BNN!

wahaha. yesterdae mer, mi ,maine ,cass go watch DEATHNOTE! so nice! haha. looking forward to part 2. hehe! the show quite long eh. 130min i think. after that.. we went to 111. haha. go playground. at about12+. haha. cause we bought a cute chocolate cake from four leaves. ahaha. den mi and maine walked so fast. just to put candles on the cake. lol. ahaha. then cass lik so diao. stunned~! HAPPY NN dae! ahahas!

after that. went to mer's house. wahaha. watch the stupid the eye 10 again. i laugh lik hell. but mer think not funny eh. lol. we nua until todae 2plus 3 wor. haha. den ate maC! MAC WINGS!

after that went teckghee! wait for that DA TOU until late! arh~
so tiring! hmm.. abit worried bout my ankle eh.. like wun recover lei.. hai.. so paiN!

anyway. promos finally ended. kinda relax. but this is temporary. haha. get back results die le. now only hope to do well for PW and chinese ba.. =(

it's been so long since i blogged..
i miss my friends. really hope i can turn back time. really hope those things didn't happen. hai.. why can't u guys just relax.. small things nia.. hai..

hai.. i need a new start!



Sunday, October 08, 2006
TONNING!

hmm.. these two daes darling hav been staying over at my place.. thurs and fri.. gosh! thursdae actually never stay over de.. but my darling too tired. fall asleep again! lolz.. little piggy~ =p

den fridae.. met cass, jermaine, and ray.. go see cass plae match.. NP vs NYP.. the number 10 shuai la~ lol. =x but hor. sad case. cass nv plae on tt dae.. but nvm! we'll support u de! well.. met coach there.. he told mi something very true.. dun becos of bball affect my future.. as in where i'm gonna stduy all tt.. yea.. i agree totally. haha.. the match was quite boring la.. until coach tok about last time i cried after match. dots lo. *adrenaline rush* haha. i'm so ji dong! so pai seh lo.. last time cried.. hee.. den hor.. after that mi cass, jer and gf went to watch 'stay alive'. well.. seems like i'm the only one getting some scares from da show. lol.. after that they went my house.. we plae UNO with the set of doreamon / ding dang cards. so cute la. but seems like i'm the ultimate loser. haha. i sure suck at it.. lol.. den todae afternoon ray came over to join us. lol. UNO time! ray lose! haha. after that.. we watch shows that cass brought along.. den.. about 7+ leave my home.. den mi ray and gf went to KFC.. die liao la.. my throat wan explode le i still eat KFC.. haha.. lik zi sha. lol. and hor. todae i sneeze lik super alot of times lo.. can die sia.. then cough lik some old woman.. haha.. i lik wan die le..

hmm.. her b'dae's mondae wor.. die le.. what to get for her.. haha..


sad sia!!!!
i'm kinda falling sick since thursdae la.. but ms ong dun seem to be convinced tt i didn't turn up for sch on fridae.. dots.. =(

and reply to bill. don't worry!! i'll be fine. and hor. mi these few daes nv go plae bball. so u also must rest well and study hard ah.

`adel ish happy!


Thursday, October 05, 2006
what a lovely dae..

so happy la. these few daes.. spent time with whoever i wanna be with, dun have to care about how ppl will feel. so free!haha. happy la. yesterdae go eat nasi lemak! shiok! went with cass,vinesu and her. so happi la! after that still tok on phone with gf n cass! talk until i fall aslp. lol.. tired lik hell.. but fun! cass tok hor. super funny! so bitchy!
wahaha.. this mornin cannot wake up for school again. siao la.. tomolo sure die liao.. i went see doc... the doc super funny! lol. but not bad la.. he giv mi mc.. lol..
after that meet gf~ =D that thingy almost done le! lol..
todae i spent the whole dae at gf's house. 'nua' ~ lol.. so happy la.. all da time spent with her.. =) hmmm.. reaction weird huh? dots..
tomolo must wake up for sch.. if not sure die le..

anyway.. recently happen so many things.. but i dun really care.. as long as i hav her with me.. well. still hav my dear bro ray. my bitch cass. and all da rest whu's nice. so.. i dun giv a shit to them. wahaha.. they can be pissed off with mi but i simply dun care. hmm.. but i hav to admit tt.. it is such a pity that frens can be gone lik tt.. im sure u tink so too.. but i tink u're gonna hate mi ya.

`wee~ adel is happy!