here i am, settling down. i am quite upset recently. but like, friends really don't last forever huh. who's fucking there for me when i'm down. friends, they just disappear when you need them huh. sighs. i really thought that friends would last. i really thought so. i've struggled to kept a friend. but it's all so gone. time and time again. i'm left all alone. why do all good things come to an end?