i've spent my weekends again with my baby. <3
and i seriously don't wanna study anymore.
who will enjoy this stress?
i'll just do what i can i guess.

baby's out of sispec this friday. but chances are, he'll get into units which are quite tough. damn. i seriously hope i have more time with him. especially after As. another three more months to go before i'm totally free. i really hate jc life. hope all this shit ends soon.

my knee is getting weaker and weaker. restraining me from more exercises. i wanna run more, ball more and swim more. but now, even climbing stairs is painful for me. damn it. but still i went to ball just now. though i was already slacking. but still, it hurts.

and i realised that time usually passes faster when you're doing things that you enjoy. time is really precious. i really think spending quality time with my loved ones is much more important in life. in this fucking limited life, i hope to gain more. things more than just academic results and materialistic pursuits. i wanna gain more meaning in life.

baby taught me how to relax myself in times of stress. but still, i'm not as smart or capable as him to breeze through A levels. i'll just try my best. i hope to just be able to get into the Uni. arghh.
now there i go again. five more days. i need you.

anyway, watched the olympic game just now. china vs usa. it was a close match at first. but it's obvious that china couldn't match off with the usa team, consisting of all the greatest stars. the chinese fought strongly at first, but couldn't sustain till the end. such a pity. it could have been played better. but felt that the chinese crowd are such losers. jeering at the usa team as they played. ha. it's so embarassing. and in the end, the game turned into the usa performance match. with all the superb passes and strong dunks plus the amazing shots in the last quarter, they surely rocked the house.

got to start mugging tomorrow morning. all the best to me. arghh. the olympic games are so attractive. the tv's asking me to accompany it. LOL.
baby's going outfield again. but the worst thing is that he's gonna have another 28km road march. got to really take care! =) i'll be waiting.