it's a real tiring day. though the lessons today are the least. almost overslept and late for chinese lesson. the result of goin home for a nap. and well. after school, i went for a swim. the sun make me wanna go swim though i'm sleepy and lazy over a day of school. but i din't swim for long too. today's pool was crowded. probably because of the good weather. i think i got slightly darker. not obvious though. today didn't talk to someone at school. maybe that's a good thing. then i don't have to make myself feel annoyed again. maybe now, i simply don't care anymore. that should be better for me i guess. having this type of people around, it just makes me treasure other people more. people who's always lending me a helping hand whenever i'm in need. people like siowthien, sophie, gaps, saigin, stef, and many other people.. maybe recently i just had enough of people's bad attitude. i'm sick of it. the next time, i'll probably show mine too. though i haven't been showing mine. sometimes, i really think that i have a high tolerance level. but now, i think i wouldn't care anymore. another five months plus and i don't have to care a fuck about all these. yeah. how i wish my baby's here with me. i had so much so much to tell him.. only if he's around.. mum says she gonna cook on saturday for baby will be here. (= my family loves him too ah. another four more days to seeing him.. haven't seen him for a week plus.. missing him so much.. saturday's hei's birthday chalet.. maybe i shouldn't go? then i accompany him more.. but but... it's sort of like a gathering for the hoopsters. okay la.. i'll go. friends are important too ah.. though my number one's always my MM. i'm having PE early in the morning tomorrow.. arghh~ think it shouldn't be too tough ba.. there's cross-country on wednesday.. but well.. recently i'm so motivated to work out my body. i wanna train up again. i don't know why too. maybe because my baby's getting fitter by the day and i don't wanna just look like a fat girlfriend standing next to him. haha.. i'm gonna work double hard! ... provided i have the time to do so.. ): anyways.. i'm still waiting.. either wednesday or thursday baby's gonna call me.. i wanna hear his voice! my source of comfort. my LOVE!