baby's back to his camp. and he's only coming out on saturday, the day after our first year. well, it can't be helped anyway. but we're meeting on saturday. he's throwing grenade on saturday. i hope everything can go smoothly for him. he's going for a mini out-field camp till wednesday. i'm gonna be bored again. can't hear from him for three days. my baby's not feeling well today.. hope he can recover soon.. hmmm.. i'm just kinda worried though. but baby, i'm so proud of you. with the 2.4 timing less than 9 min. *claps for you* though i keep on mocking you ah, but deep down i'm so proud of you! (= you're the man.

anyway, there's school tomorrow. sucks ah. i haven't study for my maths test. and i'm afraid that i may not be able to get up tomorrow morning. yawns! and the album i'm making for MM is still under construction!! i'm so dead. though i have another day to complete it.. ha.. we're going out on the saturday.. but where to eh.. haha. i just wanna see him! it's BMT's ending on the 11th. happy for him ah. but by that time i'll have to chiong for blocks le ah. zzz. life sucks lar. but but, i just wanna treasure the time with you. but in the process, i need to study too. my aim is to pass all the subjects in the blocks! and all the best all my friends. we'll all survive through this year. but like super tragic, when i see all my friends complete their As and i'm still sloggin like shit. sighs. my aim is to just get into a decent local Uni. maybe NTU? to join my dear boy. though my initial aim is NUS.. alright. now i should just work hard. haha. to give myself more choices after As. yeah. trying hard to force myself to study hard. gonna start mugging! still considering whether to go mug tomorrow after school... should i ?