Today we lost against JJ. A div is over. i tried my best. we can't help it wad. we're only a team of beginners. but well, like this, we can start to concentrate in our studies earlier. yeah. but everyone seem so so sad today. crying and all that. i'm one of the few who didn't cry. i've given my best. but i wasn't given enough chances. i don't wish to push the blame onto anyone. it's all over. i didn't cry not because i'm not sad, just that i don't wanna show my weaknesses out. it's just me. so what if i like to keep it to myself. i didn't set high expectations too. so yeah. maybe it wasn't that bad. today my CT is irritating. such a nosypoker. whatever la. my mum also ask me to ignore her. who cares. now, i only wanna see my ming ming. today saw the SA team.. somehow it reminded me of how we first met and know each other. i miss my baby. soon. i'll be seeing you. counting down.. 9 days 8 nights.. (=