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ADELINE's.
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
ball day.
today's supposed to be a training day. well, not gonna go for training. was talking with st and gaps just now. i'm really glad to have friends who understands me. it's really not that i want the post so much, it's the awkward stance that i'm worried about. and i really don't have much motivation to come for training anymore. there's really not much stuffs to hold me back. but i can't deny that the passion's still there. always. today, joyce and shiyun's coming back for our training. true enough, i miss them~ but i don't wanna be there, in a awkward situation. yeah. i hope you peeps understand my position too. so long so long, since i last played ball. i wanna go for a run. i wanna sweat my heart out. let it all out. i really wanna vent all my anger. okay lar. not really anger in that sense. just the feelings broiled. the stress. ahhhh.. why didn't you return my calls.. i'm waiting.. don't wanna think too much for now.. maybe you forgot to bring your phone? ahhhh.. don't know ah! just reply me! fast! ten more minutes. and i'm on my way home. got to go pick up some dog food. (: ha. and i miss my doggie. |