let me love you.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

worthless.

once again. you made me feel so worthless.
and you made me question myself, what am i to you.
just someone that you can just ignore.
sometimes. just by saying sorry won't help.
and with that kinda attitude.
it just leaves me with a sucky feeling totally.
what am i to you?
you can just say that you wanna sleep.
you can just say you don't wanna quarrel.
do you know how i felt?
you don't even care.
do you really think that i wanna quarrel?
you really thing that's what i wanna achieve?
are you aware of what you make me feel?
right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real.
questions passing by.
no answers.
tears flow. in the lonely night.
i have no one to turn to, except my blog.
boy. boy. i tried so hard to swallow everything down.
am i really expecting too much from you?
is it really that hard.
i'm sorry i just couldn't understand.
i've tried.
i just couldn't.
the words you've said are so hurting.
bringing me down.
no matter how strong i've tried to be.
the air around me seem so cold.
i still remember how i firmly i told lex that you're the one.
how certain i was when he asked if i really loved you.
i just can't help questioning the importance of myself to you.
emotions overtook me.
things went out of control.
i'm sorry i can't be perfect.
who will lend me a shoulder.