yesterday i slept for like twelve hours. haha. good good. so awake today. didn't fell sleep today in class. yeah. completed my maths today. took a nap too. someone didn't do work!! haha. after that we played ball at 637. my boy kept me company. i'm so happy. yeah. but i'm so afraid that i'll affect his studies. so we shall study hard together? jia you. mug hard. anyway. i've gotten back my maths paper. 49/100. a bloody sub-pass. ahh.. =( but got good news for CLL. a 72%. B though. nvm ah. happy for the result. but i know my econs and history sure cui one. i'm doomed. two more U grades to go. i've got to start muggin. work hard adeline. =)

the guilt.
i can't help feeling guilty. i seem to be eating up too much of your time. seem to be causing you to have lesser time at home and lesser time to study. hmm.. i should have let you stay home more. or rather, meet you lesser. i don't know. but the selfish side of me is telling me that i wanna see you more. i'm simply too deeply in love with you my dear. but i really don't wish to affect your studies. and i don't want you to receive naggins too. it's all my fault i guess. i should have let you have more time.. hmm.. we'll work on that? i wanna be more understanding. probably that's better for you. hmm. =) even though you didn't say much about the meeting part.. but still.. i'm guilty. and i'll try to let you go home earlier? or i don't mind going over to your area too. as long as i can see you more. i don't mind. i wanna be with you my dear. and i just wanna say.. i really love your company, you brighten up my day. =)