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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
moody me.
just reached home. it should be a fine evening that i am supposed to spend with my family. well. the unfortunate part is. i quarrelled with my sis. and i supposingly started it. according to them, i had bad attitude, bad temper and i spoiled their night. oh well. if that's what i should get from keeping mum when my sis gave me fucking attitude, then i guess there's no point of me to tolerate those kinda shit. yeah, and my mum knows everything about me when she don't see me often. don't talk to me often. she's not biased? yea. she listens to whatever my sis says. whatever my sis does, is right and what i do is always wrong. and yea, i'm the one who is always stubborn, rebellious, bad tempered, childish and all. conclusion, what am i? just someone useless. whom they should just order around. or rather scold me as and when they like while being justified by their doings that it was my fault and they must scold me and 'correct' me. yeah. i'm just a rebellious piece of junk. yeah i know. i'm even worse than a dog. in the end.. i just realised, there's no point in putting yourself in other peoples' shoes. cause the others don't give a shit to my feelings. `i need you... sighs. will you be there for me? |