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ADELINE's.
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Sunday, June 24, 2007
the CONTINUATION.
last night. was a terrible night. couldn't sleep till 3 plus. first thing in the morning. i see your message. well.. this time the feelings slightly different. not that excited. not in a good mood anyway. the message you've sent. obviously shows that you don't even know how i feel. or rather, even if you knew. you would had chosed to ignore them. judging from the way i reply, didn't you sense something very wrong? isn't it obvious that i'm not okay? i'm not okay. sighs. but you can chose to ignore my emotions. like you always did. keeping silent is your way of solving things. but for me. it's fucking useless. maybe it's just out of my high expectations that led me to fall down to the deepest disappointments. but i guess. things wouldn't be so bad if you had cared more. cause to me. you don't really seem to care. and yeah. that's hurting for me. i don't feel good at all. i guess, in the end, you'll only know how i feel when you see my posts. cause you won't even ask shit about how i felt. won't even give a damn about how fucking emo i am. cause who i am. -a nobody. |