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ADELINE's.
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Monday, May 21, 2007
adel is sick.
me and ST's both sick today. sighs. things ain't going smoothly for us. we both are so weak today. in alot of ways. hmm.. super sian.. anyway. today baobei brought her laptop out for me. LOL. but the connection at mac's down! DUH. that means i can't go online. saded. oh well. the bballin session isn't so fun today. considering that i feel so giddy? i only played a few games. most of the time i'm resting. lying down. my head felt like its spinning. felt so giddy. my flu's super jialat too. the cough's killing me too. i'm so tempted to eat chocolates today. but to consider that my throat still hurt, i just had to put down that idea. TRAGIC. feeling slightly warm.. hmm.. today only ate one meal so far.. hmm.. no appetite at all. it's so rare~ ha. but i guess i'll have to eat a little later. someone told me to at least eat abit.. so i'll listen. hmmm.. and i stopped ballin as soon as i can just now. =) oh ya. i din't drink a sip of coke today at all.. ha.. super thanks for ya concern today. it's the first time you're being so straightfoward. i was super shocked. you're worried? ... hmm.. i'm so shocked.. seriously. and i'm happy too. i may be goin out to study tomorrow ah. but no bball for me. i promise. hmm.. guess you're muggin now. jiayou jiayou. =) study hard. but i hope you'll miss me!! haha.. as for me.. i don't have to say it out.. justsoyouknow. one thing that i wanna say.. i'm not trying to push you for a answer i swear.. i just wanna say what i feel.. that's all. i felt super confused at some point of time. my past and my present. but i just wanna look forward to you. my path is clear. i don't know why but i just wanna see you happy. i don't know why? haha.. it just feels good when you're happy. but when you're sad.. i don't feel good too. i just wanna be there for you. and i will be contented for that. well. this closeness now is good? we can chat through msn, messages and all. i am really happy. though there are times when i really missed you ah.. hmm.. do you feel the same? i doubt so ba? but i just can't help it. i'm fallin deeper.. each day. well.. i should be contented. i've never dreamt of us being like this before. i'm really glad to know you. and i never regretted taking the initiative to know you better. to know you is like a venture for some precious treasure. and i'll treasure that precious you now. =) no matter in what position. hmm.. i'm still waitin~ haha.. i go and eat liao. shall stop here.. hmmm... |