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ADELINE's.
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007
what a day..
maybe you don't care. or maybe that's you. perhaps you're just insensitive? it just doesn't feel good to be ignored. well.. seems like you don't even know why i am unhappy? talked to me only after a few hours. when we're heading home. what the hell? freaking pain ah. my ankles. swollen? that's like so wonderful ah~ tomorrow's the match and i find myself in pain while walking. duh~ saddening ah. reached home.. told my mum i wanna go see doc. what kinda things she said to me ah. like super encouraging can.. you never asked me what's wrong. you never turn up to watch me play. never before. you've never supported me in the sport that i've loved. what have you done? did you ever asked me what's wrong? i feel so dissapointed. but did i ever mention a thing? why don't you understand. why don't you all understand me. i can't give up. you all can say easily, 'don't go play tomorrow lar' but think. did you all ever consider how will i feel. think. when you all say i'm gonna break my ankle someday what will i feel? ever accompanied me to the doctor? all that you all say is just asking me to quit balling. ask me to work. ask me to study. but can i cope with all these? sadly, i'm not that strong as you sis. i can't lead the life that you've went through. we're so different. so so different. sighs. i really hope you all will understand someday.. stand by me.. i feel so lone.. econs test on thursday? guess i'm goin to screw it up. no mood to do or say anything. |