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Monday, December 04, 2006
basketball daes..
i feel like my life's all about basketball.. everyday it's like bball bball and bball.. yesterday just got a notice to organise a frenly on wed with NYJC.. in the end. they wanted it to be on monday~ guess what? they last minute tell me can't make it ! i had to find another team in such a short notice. the choice ended up to be yishun town. the nearest one that i can find. finally. it's settled. we'll play tomorrow. i'm looking forward to it too. =) well. girlfren tot she played lousy todae. but i felt it was ok la.. don't be too sad eh! jia you! Burning Questions! hmm.. i've been thinking.. what should i do.. i don't wanna take up too much of ya time. i wan u to be close to them.. what should i do.. they do have a point by sayin that,yea? hmm.. questions and questions.. but where's da answer..? hmm.. why give me that kinda look when u see me? why pretend to look away when u obviously saw me? i don't wanna hate u guys.. i really don't.. why is it that time don't seem to be able to wash away the bad memories..? why must u guys do it in this way? i seriously don't understand ! i feel so uneasy can. why do i feel uneasy seeing u guys together? why? why? why? i really don't want to feel this way.. ANSWERS please~! tomorrow.. tomorrow.. what to do.. we have so few players ! i hope girlfren will play well tomorrow ! am i a lousy captain? why like so few people wanna come for trainings.. even friendly matches.. why ? why ? i feel so lousy.. i wanna train up.. improve... but so many things bothers me.. home? studies? basketball? but only basketball and u can brighten up my dae.. i need to de-stress! how i wish i can stop growing up.. i wanna be juz a kid ! one good thing to mentions, i dou gay le! |