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ADELINE's.
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
confused
hmm.. suddenly thinkin of some stuffs.. hai.. how can i organise my time properly.. between basketball and school.. i dunno how to balance my stuffs well.. i dun wan anyone to worry for mi.. =( anyway.. todae so shocked in the mornin.. Bill sae he wanna scold mi.. haha.. he say mi leg pain still play last fridae.. hmm.. also quite true la.. i stupid.. i know my injury myself.. i still plae.. hai.. but i jus can't seem to leave my team alone.. i dun knoe what can i do sia.. i always plae liao.. den bear the pain myself.. dunno if it's worth.. but i suppose it is.. deep down.. i'm actually quite worried about my ankle.. it's been worsening.. i can't even walk without pain now.. what should i do? promos is coming in a few weeks time.. am i ready? i dun wanna retain.. =( i dun hav time to see doc.. i'm afraid. that i can't plae after that.. my mum, my sis. hai.. i knoe they mean well.. but.. bball is impt to mi.. sobs.. sometimes.. i jus dun knoe what i'm tinking.. i dun wanna let people knoe that i'm sad.. but i end up showing it out.. i dun wan to.. i wanna be happi! i dun wan anyone to worry for mi.. now.. the stress is too much.. but i'm glad.. i hav my friends.. my darlins.. i really appreciate their company.. `adel is confused =( |